Aku tak berapa pasti kenapa aku taun ni sgt2 tak gembira & tak brape ingin kembali ke soton... senang citer I'm not looking forward to spend another year in soton... Sbb aku nak ikut mak bapak aku balik ke? Ke sbb dah tanak jauh ngan ikrom ke? (It's been 2 faithful years for ikrom & I... and I tell you, it’s not easy...) Ke ader sebab lain yang aku tak brape sure... Entahlah.. My aim this year is to Study more & do my job as a sec as good as possible and maybe next year aku tanak join msa dah... bley ke? Asal takley lak?
I want to travel more, see more, experience more not just malaysian in southampton (means I have to have a big fat pocket for it!! Huhuu... Do I have to work this year?? I dunno...Maybe..). This kind of idea struck me during my flight back to UK on the 24th... I sat beside a malaysian chinese & a soton student for 13 hours and I only manage to talk to her at the very end of our flight (I was very busy melayan mak & abah dlm flight) and it was entirely my fault... I should've initiated it earlier... We in soton have some kind of forbidden stuff to talk about... there some kind of eerie mist creeping around it... I do not wish to discuss it openly here.. And from my point of view, people in soton particularly malays have the tendency to sticks to malays and their groups and left other races struggling to find someone or some kind of group to hold on to...
My dad says that I should get to know other people (cuz I'm not that friendly & easily pissed...) than malaysian, perhaps the locals than maybe I won't feel the same way anymore about soton... But I'm not too sure about that... Ikrom might not like it.. I really-really want to get over this phase as quickly and painlessly as possible... 3 more years for me.. And it seems like forever... This is just what I felt during my 2 years in Sambest... (my way of dealing with it? I just do my studies, don't bother other people as long as they don't bother you, keep that mean face almost every time and go out whenever I have time to... And it worked! I almost didn't remember anything during that phase except for Ustz Ismail (I really-really don't like him...no wonder I failed my Tafsir..))
Kesimpulan:
1) Ader ke 600K kalo nak berenti pon?
2) Rindu kat mak & abah kut...
Name: Tido Alchemist
Bdae: 14 Feb 1984
Nicks: Arfa
Skool:Soton uni
Contact Me: @zazu
[[My Adores]]
Food: Mum's Cooking
Drinks: Cendol
Pastimes: Hmm..?
People: No comment
Animal: Any furry animal cam cc plak bunyinye
[[My Detests]]
People: Ehem..ehem..
Animal: Lizard & Frogs
Food: None
[[Ariel Lin: Fei Ni Mou Shu]]