that's what I call life

Time to Bare it all

2008-06-01T06:34:00.005+02:00

As the philosopher Mick Jagger once said,
"You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometime you'll get what you need"
- Quoting Dr. House md.

Life is hard people, even harder for some..
buy what you need, not what you want
eat when you need, not when you want it.

Life is much simpler in the olden days, people do what they do to survive, either legal or illegal, its not my place to say. Now, people waste resources to fill their ego and desire without any remorse, or even the slightest thought for the unfortunate. Filling your own pocket at other's disposal is not the way to live.

Why do all those people trick, steal and murder others? Most of them for reasons that you don't actually need, either on new branded goods, vacation houses, boats, cars or even wives. Although once in a while you do hear stories on how a poor person steal powdered milk for their children; the situation is however, rare.

Personally, I think the world would be a better place if people just take what they need. Moderation is the key. As proposed by Randy Marsh on his Theory of Moderation. Ahahaahah <-- only for south park viewers.

Kesimpulan:
1) Be considerate to others and try to live honestly.
2) I'm just sick watching all these..

Birthday

2008-02-14T02:14:00.002+01:00

Thanks everyone for the delicious cake, cards, gift and wishes... Actually I don't have any plan on writing anything significant about me getting old... So, what am I going to do on my 24th birthday? Writing project brief I am! huhuhu..

Kesimpulan:
1) I'm still alive.. ahahha

Anak

2008-01-29T00:02:00.000+01:00

Alahai, dah dulu sume sibuk nak kawen (musim mengawan) ni skrang lak sume sibuk nak ber-anak pulak (musim apa ek??)... Aku tader la nak criticise hidup orang, tp ni cume pandangan aku je... Honestly, I'm not that fond of children [Kalo amik pics tu agak suke la, tu pun kalo comel, kalo yg huduh tu rasa nak muntah gak a.. aku tatau asal aa org splash gamba huduh anak deorg kat net... huhuhu kejam?? sorry, aku honest].

Kenapa aku tak suke?? Sebab kanak-kanak ni annoying!! Seriously, orang yg jarang jaga budak2 ni leh aa cakap: " Alaaaa comelnye, nak cubit2, nak gigit2, nak timang2 dier~~~~~".

Lagi satu yang biase aku dengar: "Sape yang tomel-tomel tuuuu??, nak cucu?? nak mamam???" (orang tu lak jadi budak2, kunun cakap bahasa budak2.. seriously, aku rase budak2 pun penin asal aa korang ckp camtu, pastu nnti dah besar marah kat dier ckp pelat lak.. adeke patut?)

Kalo korang penah jaga budak2, or ader adik2 yg korang kene jaga.. baru ko tau camne rasenyee.. rase nak baling ke dinding! Lagi-lagi kalo kene buat susu time korang tgh main ke, tgok tv ke... [ni dari my own experience.. aku ader 7 org adik beradik, aku anak number 2..]. Bukan la maksud aku aku benci ngan adik beradik aku, tp that is what I felt masa darjah2 dulu.. bukan benci, tp rase mcm menyusahkan.. tapi experience ni buat aku fikir bebetul about having my own children, kalo tak ready utk all these [listed below.. yang aku observe mak n bapak aku experienced] aku tak fikir aku nak anak sendirik:

1) bangun malam buat susu
2) demam, sakit kol 2-3 pagi
3) kencing berak time yang unappropriate
4) time ko nak suap nasik tu la dier nak gi toilet
5) tumpah food, kat umah orang lagi le (cam aku kecik2.. 10 umah aku singgah, 10 kali aa aku tumpahkan air)
6) accident kcik kat umah: langgar meja, jatuh tangga, terseliuh
7) mengada-ngada: gi kedai nak mainan, jajan, siap guling-guling kat kedai (malu gile tau! aku penah kene heret adik aku time dier ngamuk camnih)
8) gaduh ngan adik beradik: mak nak amik side sape, camne nak berlaku adil
9) yang mulut jahat lak camne nak deal: cam aku kecik2, sampai cousins aku sume takut ngan aku
10) camne nak suruh makan: problem jugak, ader je bebudak yg degil tanak makan
11) yang hilang time shopping, tersepit kat mesin gulung kain.. serious, ni mmg reality!
12) tu belum ko risau anak korang ikut perangai tak baik korang [cam aku kedegilan aku ngan mulut jahat aku..]
13) hish byk la yg aku tak reti nak tulis dah.. tu tadi baru toddlers, belum yang sekolah rendah lagi.

yang aku ingat sampai sekarang, mak aku jaga kitorang sampai kurus aa, bile sume dah besar2 ni baru la dier berisi sikit. Kenapa? sebab tak sempat nak makan. Asyik berlari kejar kitorang yg degil nih.

Maybe ni pandangan aku yang belum kawen dan tak matang ni, tapi aku rase pelik kat orang-orang yang baru je kawen then dah nak ader anak, especially yang duduk jauh-jauh from each other [sekarang cam trend lak orang kawen pastu duduk jejauh, weekend husband n wife term glamernye]. Kelakar pun ader aku tgok, bile orang berlumba-lumba sapa yang ader anak dulu... ahahaha adeehhh sakit pusat aku... Bagila relationship tu stable dulu, bahang kawen pun belum ilang, bau peluh each other pun tak kenal lagi dah nak tambah sorang ahli.. Kalo yang ader bibik or mak mertua yang offer nak jaga baby korang nnti bagus la, tp nnti sure baby tu tak kenal mak dier sendirik..

Anyway, aku ucapkan goodluck kepada sesape yang nak ber-anak dalam masa terdekat ni..

Waaahh bersawang!!

2008-01-25T19:47:00.000+01:00

Ok, genap 2 bulan tak update... ape bendeeee.... sejak umah shah alam ader net nih, aku reluctant nak update blog, pasal ape??? pasal malu la saye bapak saye baca~~~~~ nak jiwang pun segan~~~~ [ok, imagine aku buat cam dak2 pompuan jepun malu2 or better cam Kame buat dalam Nobuta mase dier ajar nobuta jadi dak pompuan gedik]... dah?? bagus!!

Lately aku memang dah nak jadik pompuan gedik sesikit, sekarang nih tgh gile maen makeup.. makeup??? makeup?? aiyakkk Iye... Aku sendirik pun susah nak caya [sbb aku mmg tomboi dr kecik..dah dtg Ulu Kelang nih je jadik pompuan..] Taper le jangan tepek lelebey sudah...

Tapi aku rase aku agak kronik gak kut, sbb antara bende-bende yang membuat kan aku happy [ni aktiviti sendirian]:

1) Main camera + cuci camera
2) Cuci berus makeup [kan dah kate..]
3) Tgok EnkoreMakeup [dier ajar pki makeup]
4) Maen paper model

Obsession ngan new food dah makin menurun, nak try new stuff dah makin menurun... adekah ini salah satu tanda2 menjelang hari tua? Kurang nafsu??? ahahhaa aduhhh... Lately mmg kurang nafsu makan aku, sampai leh turun 2 kg, last time aku turun 3 kg adelah mase aku kene demam campak time KMYS days... dah brape abad tuh....

Kesimpulan:
1) saye makin kurus + hot ahahhahahha
2) saye nak balik

Month of Retaliations?

2007-11-26T00:00:00.000+01:00

The general election is reeeally coming its way to Malaysia... why? so many issues were raised this month, fair election by BERSIH on the 10th, HINDAF protest yesterday... and who knew what's coming next.. I had a good laugh for a couple of days, especially the infamous Al-Jazeera's interview with Zainuddin Maidin [apparently he is the Malaysia's Minister of Information...] Now i knew the effect of having these kind of people around, letting they have what they shouldn't.. he seriously do not deserve to be in that position [minister of course].. Major embarrassment!! For all non malaysian that saw the interview, not everyone in Malaysia talk like that... And I'm ashamed being a Malaysian when I watch that vid.. how in the hell did he got there???

I'm curious about politics, have some opinions but that's about it... I've never voted in Malaysia (I'm 23 going 24) cause I believe that it doesn't really matter as long as the system stays as it is... There was so many cases of misconduct that I've heard, multiple votes by the same person, the stupidity of some people.. in short, it just frustrate me to see these kind of things. It's like cheating in exam!!

I sincerely believe in what BERSIH has brought upon us, fair election.. In order for Malaysia to change, in order for the people to live comfortably and in order to save this country, this is what we need. But, some Malaysian is just too afraid of changes. I know it is the nature of human being to be afraid of the unknown, the uncertainties, it is coded in our genetics to run away and expect the worst. But why not try? it's like trying on a new clothes that we thought we would never wore, new foods from foreign countries, new environment and such. If you don't like it after you try it, then its a different story.. change it back or try other new things...

I shouldn't really write this, I have so many things to do...huhuh

Jay New Album!!

2007-11-24T01:51:00.000+01:00

Most of the people that actually knew me, they'll know that I'm a Jay Chou fan.. I've been listening to his new album all this week.. Adore it!! especially the song 'I'm Not Worthy' [u know I'm a sucker for romantic songs.. ahahha]. When I looked at the album cover, I could only think about how to take a picture like that.. weird isn't it? Jay riding a pink fake pony should bring much more interesting thoughts... hmmmm

One of the comment of the video made me laugh, 'Jay can't help it if he's a constant chick magnet!' ahahaha very relevant indeed.. Anyway, I personally think that sad, emotionally damage guys are sexy... Jay for an example.. doesn't he seems a bit sexier being dump by that girl?

I have so many things to do this weekend, project programming, report writing, 2 assignments and 1 involves programming, getting ready for next presentation.. seriously, I don't like being a student..

Ian Hawk baik orangnye

2007-11-14T01:18:00.000+01:00

It's true guys, beneath the bald head and boring lectures he's actually a very good person. I missed my monday test because of some freak reading accident (my bad.. reading with my knee cap!..[direct translation of the most common malay joke]), thankfully I met him on the way there, apologised about what happened and even before I finish talking he said: "It's OK, u can take the test in my room, are you free now?" GOD!!! thanks alot!!

I promised I won't judge you by your balding head anymore..... thanks

see my new passion: www.flickr.com/photos/harunokeshiki

Lost, all is lost

2007-11-10T15:47:00.000+01:00

Thanks to the brilliant move made by someone, everything has gone....gone... will never ever be back... dead, deadsies, dobiddle dabedee dumdum call it whatever you want... huhuhu

unlimited stupidity which can't be comprehend....huhuhu... gosh I'm so mad right now!!

the week of illness

2007-11-01T23:09:00.000+01:00

I was sick, had a very bad cough, headache & sleeplessness... it starting to get better tho, I think it must be the room or the building, cuz since I moved here, I kept getting nightmares and waking up at 3 or 4 am.. carazy right??

these are the pictures i took today:

PICs

2007-10-21T15:53:00.000+02:00

These are some of my fav pic taken during Summer....

I think he look stunning....

my mom.. sleeping

Veela, so damn cute but feisty...

Pabio... Cute, loveable my mom's baby....

Guy.. Aishah's baby

Again, Veela, my baby

Not a very good pic but this is a rare moment to see my dad playing with Pabio and Veela.. Cute~~

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!

2007-10-19T19:37:00.000+02:00

THIS IS AN OVERDUE ENTRY.... TYPED IT ON 5th JUNE 2007... I THINK THERE WAS A SERVER PROBLEM DURING THAT TIME>> JUST FOUND IT AMONG THINGS THAT I CRAMMED ON MY DESKTOP

I think cupid just got a new shipment of love and marriage arrows (don’t know who the goddess that concern marriage is)… It seems that everyone is either getting engage or marry this summer… 3 of my cousins (1 already had his kenduri), 2 of my neighbours, bunch of friends that I failed to keep track or certain it’s true (rumours, so I can’t really state who is it), not to mention old friends that got hitched earlier this year… God!! This is stressful ahahaha…. I’m not planning anywhere soon mind you… It just, It just… I’m so jealous.. aaarrgggghhhh!!

I wanted it, but I think I’m not ready to engage with a new family and everything (I’m not a friendly person… really)… I’m bad at dates, names (Ikrom always had to remind me of our anniversaries and such) I’m a lousy cook (I can’t cook proper dishes, even sambal and kari… I don’t have any idea how to make it) I’m a lazy at cleaning or tidying (I don’t even make my bed in the mornings, haven’t vacuum my room for months not to mention laundry) and awfully bad at waking up in the morning. Much less of taking care of a person… I think I can keep a cat without starving it.

I think Ikrom wouldn’t mind all these, but how long can he stand it?? 2-3 months probably… then, sure meletup la kan like my mom (I always ditched making bed in the mornings, Pp always had to cover for me)

To ADILLA, LAYEN and QEAZ and who ever expecting to see adilla's wedding pics, I'm sorry I forgot to copy it from my sis's lappy.. I'll ask her to send it sometime this year ahahahha...

I'm going home

2007-06-13T00:55:00.000+02:00

I'm going home,
to a place where I belong,
where your love is always been enough for me

bak nyanyian Chris Daughtry.. ehehehe

Yes dear cold floor, I'm coming home, I'll be all over you on 16th of June around 7.00 pm...
sadly, the king won't be around to fetch me... he got another business in Port Dickson... And the next day is my cousin's wedding.. mann... I'm gonna sleep throughout the ceremony... Pp, wake me up when it's time to eat.. ahahhaa

The King

I got roughly 20 boxes, and I thought I've reduced it by throwing 2 full black bags the other day... where did all these stuff come from???? I'm gonna pack the desktop tomorrow morning.... If rajin, I'll update from home... if I'm not too preoccupied... with what??? I dunno... yet.. ehehhe

As promised, my present camera:

Superhero Convention [Picture taken by azrin]

Beruk [Picture taken by azrin]

Bournemouth Seaside

2007-06-04T14:51:00.000+02:00

Setelah percubaan nak naik balloon tak berjaya before exam lepas, skrg second try:

I'm a beach person, I like beaches better than waterfalls... so I'm happy~~~
Had a great time, thank god I applied sunscreen!! I can't believe there was sooo many people that day [ok, it was weekend...] Actually, I wanted to see how the Birts spend their summer weekend and the answer was.....hmmm quite obvious..

Ok, if u expecting to see hot ladies sunbathing, i don't recommend the Bournemouth beach cuz all u'll probably see are just some fat wobbly mid forties whom for god sake burned themselves to crisp!! If you're lucky, then you'll probably see some hot guys but it is a rare occasion and I only see one or two of those... And I think I burned my eye nerves and hurt my throat after too many sights of orange peels, beer bellies and cursing after seeing those.. The water was nice and cold, i could probably swim in that but there was too many people~~~ Now I just wish I'm in the "Blue Lagoon".

Rode the Bournemouth Eye: A helium filled balloon that rises up to 150 meters... the balloon was surprisingly stable even when everyone decided to gather at one side to take pictures and such. I tried to jump on it, but azrin screamed, so no more experiments.

Tried the wall climbing, without any prior streaching or exercises [I'm a lazy bum...having a treadmill doesn't prove anything...] I managede to cleared 2 of the 4 walls.. during the third climb my hands and legs were already trembling but I managed to push on twice near the top, but failed to press that damned button!! But it was a good one.. now i know Rami had cursed me [refer to my old entry about kendo club.."Arfa u monkey!!"]

These are the pictures I took with my old and battered CoolPix 3200.. i'm thinking of buying a new one since mine was so outdated and so uncool anymore [ahahahha... dah jatuh berpuluh kali, siap takley tutup betul lense lid dier ... nnti aku amik gamba camera aku pki fon..]. But I'm afraid that it might hurt my dad's feeling since he bought this camera for me. I'm thinking of buying SLR since I want to take good pictures, but will it worth it?? Very interested in Nikon D40 (since I'm a Nikon lover)... but~~~~ hmmmm.... still thinking..

view from Bournemouth eye

Good Times

2007-05-28T01:43:00.001+02:00

Most people will probably cry, or at least felt like their hearts are being ripped. But this beautiful but not logical MV makes me smile, since I watched it with my dearest Chaletmates [Dilla, Qeaz, Aishah & Layen].

It was like a fab in KMYS, when someone watches a horror movie, everyone will probably watch the same thing. When someone is exercising on their common room, everyone will probably do the same with the same aerobic vid. The jungle surrounding the collage probably makes these stuff contagious.. ahahha... Back to the vid, on a peaceful evening, while lazing around, we watched this... everyone was quiet [kunun feel aa...] I think everyone was about to cry or at least felt something, including me.. Towards the ending I ruined everyone's effort to actually 'feel' this vid by blurted out "La, apasal la laki tu tak kasik satu mata je, kan dedua leh nampak" [I can't remember the exact words, but that basically it!!]. So instead of crying, everyone laughed n scolded me for it... ahahhaha... good memories

Summer Plan

2007-05-18T06:31:00.000+02:00

This is how I wish to spend my Summer holidays:

1) Eats a lot of my mum's cooking [ I won't care if u said I'm fat Pp!! ahahah]
2) Swims at aquatic centre
3) Diving Course [DSD] kalo bley [Open water divers]
4) Gi Pahang e?
5) Meet Ikrom's family
6) Attend lots of weddings n kenduri

Ok, ada sesape yg berminat nak gi diving?? meh la.. sure bapak aku tak kasik gi sorang even aku tak kesah je kalo gi sesorg....
kalo DSD KLCC - RM450,
kalo kat PADI sites - RM150... leh buat Open Water diver trus - RM700...
Ingat nak try gi Tioman since nak gi umah Yatie kat Kuantan...

Buhsan la Summer tader buat apa2... mari lah.. sesape nak berminat, sile ckp e.. Actually dah lama plan nak buat menatang ni, dari summer lepas tapi tader proper plan... kekunun nak tunda honeymoon aa... tp partner saya cam tanak kasik.. ahahahha takut kene gigit ngan ikan e??? Nanti dah keje, sure susah nak dapat cuti n buat camni....

So, approximation of budget [1 week], bley kurang lagi kalo naik feri instead of flight n stay for 5 days ke, minus dlm RM600 to RM700 [£100]

Flight+Accom+Scuba+Food = RM 3403 ~ £486
Flight+Accom+Food = RM1403 ~ £200

hmmmm... i think i could affort that...

Kesimpulan 1:
1) marilah kite practise swimming 200 yards
2) Target Julai or Sept...
3) Sapa nak join?? huhuhu kene at least leh swim 200 yards (180m) ok?

Since Ikrom was furious with my plan and said that tioman divers will hump everything that moves =P. I'm thinking of changing the venue to perhentian island which is supposed to be cheaper than what tioman offered. And he added that I should have at least 5 ppl in the group and must include boys. Ok, and where can I find these pretty boys who wants to take diving courses with me?? huhuhu....

Kesimpulan 2:
1) cam mustahil kalo impose syarat nih... kang bapak aku ingat gi join pesta seks lak bwk guys gi bercuti.... kuang kuang kuang

Kesekian lamanya

2007-05-17T22:41:00.000+02:00

lama gile tak update blog huhuhuhuh mmg zaman malas aku taun ni, baru tadi baca blog Roslan sms pasal kewujudan sexist di mana-mana pun, even kat parlimen... Haih~~~ citer pasal 'bocor' ni, honestly aku rasa lg menjijikkan dari citer 'janda gatal' dulu sebab it involves every women in this world! Tah apa-apa tah berbahas cam org jual ikan kat pasar MPs ni, sini jerit sana jerit, situ gelak, sinun tido... huhuhu patut la aku tak daftar mengundi lagi, orang-orang camni yang dapat undi orang ramai... apa bende la... nak kater buta orang malaysia ni, tak jugak, pekak tak jugak, bisu tu separuh a kan.. Orang malaysia lak, sekarang je panas, membara kuar aa darah pendekar la, tai-chi la, silambam la, nanti bile nak dekat election, dier kasik RM200 pangkah orang yang sama jugak.. buatkan jalan tar baru la, bagi kain batik la still termakan gak tipu muslihat tu... haih~~~ Aku paham aa orang-orang tua cam nenek aku dulu-dulu tu, zaman dier lain.. politician tak secreative skrang....

Kirenye sexual harrasment dah menular even kat dalam parlimen, kat luar tu lagi la banyak... someone I know experienced it herself... huhuhu. AKu setakat ni tader aa yang extreme [sebab aku tak cute kut.. ahahhaah], kalo masa practical dulu aku perangai, pertuturan memang cam boyish sikit so aku selamat aa cume ader sikit je insiden yang buatkan aku tunjuk tapak kasut kat orang [ader ke nak naik lori himpit2 ngan aku, aku bagi kasut!! terus tak berani dah...]. kalo masa berjalan especially ngan pompuan a, orang lalu lalang tu memang selalu... aku pun tak paham apa sebenarnye orang-orang camni carik... ader ke pompuan yang sangkut kene harrass camtu. [aku tak rasa dier nak pancing2 sangat, cume nak lepaskan kegatalan je....pliss la resolve to something else guys!!].

Bile pompuan complaint, kate lak pompuan pakai sexy goda dier... seriously imagination!! ahahaah ader ke pompuan purposely pakai sexy nak goda orang camni?? yang memang dah sedia gatal. [selalunye kalo camni nak goda orang yang susah digoda la kan... yang tak tergoda ngan ckp2 manja whatever]. Aku rasa workplace kat Malaysia ni dah lama dah ader citer-citer memualkan ni, ngan affairs la, harrassments la, bodek and rasuah.

Aku bukan la feminist ke hapa cume its logical to respect each other kan, guys or even girls yang buat bende-bende camni should think kalo bende ni jadi kat orang yang korang treasured... even korang pun marah kan??

Kesimpulan:
1) Bawak bertaubat la orang-orang camni...

Rambling

2007-03-23T08:31:00.000+01:00

Lame gile tak update... huhuhuh..

This year is officially my laziest year ever!! I'm too lazy to move from my room, too lazy to travel around... I haven't had any piece of adventure this year... huhuhuh... Not that i don't have any money [of course, in my first year, I travel so much that I'm basically broke!] so, it explains... I'm a bit thrifty lately... ehehhe.. Guess I'm savin' a bit for future e? who knows what might happen right? Thank god i have the treadmill thingy around, else I'll be putting on weight every single day...

I already bought my tiket home!! yeay!! the flight is on 25 june [can't wait to be home, laying on the cool floor, watching everyone buzzing about, the chaotic environment that I once thought I hate.... really, I miss those days..]. And of course, I can't wait to see my dearest Ikrom again.... can't say how much I miss u lately.. we should totally do the picnic k? [yeah, we're planning to have a picnic with each other bring their own bento... ahahaha not to compare our cooking skills of sourse (I'll lose for sure!!! ahahhaha), but just want to taste your famous red soup]..

I'm not really into posh style date, cause I think it's superficial... but once in a while maybe nice, movies and shopping complexes bores me easily.. I think I had enough of shopping complexes... huhuhu.. Need something more exciting...

Addiction:
I have a bad addiction to mangas [I prefer mangas than anime actually, yes.. anime is fun, but I think mangas are the best since they leave a room for the readers imaginations and interpretations].. Currently I realigiously reading One Piece, Naruto, Hunter x Hunter [but the series has been on halt for over 2 years since the writer is on sick leave... I think he's dying], Bleach [not so much nowdays since the storyline is kinda boring and the fights takes too long, plus its like they shown their Bankai forms already... maybe there's more to it, but....huhuuuhu... maybe I find Ichigo is not that tempting anymore? ahahaha]... I would really like to read others like D-gray or something, but I don't think I should.... Can anyone suggest any adventure + outragously insane story line [I don't really like stories of 'real humans' and no mushy love stories please...]

Kesimpulan:
1) I dunno what I'm talking about... I don't have any specific focus

Being Human

2007-03-09T02:31:00.000+01:00

Yes, indeed humans are fragile.. I realise it long long time ago, been reminded after watching One Piece and now again after I learned that one of my classmates just passed away last week. Condolences to all his closest friend. Too bad, I don't have his picture.

Starting about 10, I kept questioning myself about my existence, sometimes I'm not sure am I myself or someone trapped in this body [resulted from watching too much cartoon kids], am I someone that actually having a coma and this is a dream [that's why the action of someone pinching themselves is not that funny to me, cuz it happened.. sometimes u just have doubt]... ok gotta stop, I'm rumbling now

Kesimpulan:
1) Don't waste your time [yeah, I'm doing the exact opposite now... eheheh]
2) I'm not crazy or anything [that's what crazy ppl use to say..], I just like to imagine the most outrageous outcomes. Like when u're crossing the road, have u ever imagine being hit by something? In a good way, it makes u alert. OK ARFA, STOP

My Birthday

2007-02-16T05:18:00.000+01:00

Well, happy 23rd bday to myself!!! Phewww! ! 23 years, that's a long long year, if I'm a tree (sentang for example) I would have been cut down to make furniture and could be sold at 20k ahahhaha... If I'm a house, I would have started to have some electrical and plumbing problems...

I considered this year's birthday to be sweet and memorable, 8 of us went to ZEN, a japanese restaurant and we found out that the manager was actually Malaysian, had a very nice chat and all. At one point where the restaurant suddenly played the birthday song with a cake (yeah, we brought the cake, but I thought they would just serve it, not really sing!) I was a bit elated and embarressed since the actual birthday is on 14, huhuhuh...

I think we had free peas and melon guys, since all other customers don't actually have them!!! ehehehhe. Thanks guys for willing to spend quite a lot for a dinner. I haven't upload the pics yet, I'll do it someday.

Kesimpulan:
1) They don't have takoyaki, i really want to try 'em
2) Thanks for all the songs, wishes, cards and presents (I haven't received any form ikrom, itsu?)
3) May dad actually sang for me!! (even tho he sang it for the purpose of telling me that he got a new car huhuhu.. abah abah)
4) My phone was barred (i didn't pay the bill ehehhehe... hey, it's not my fault that they didn't send the bills)

My Guilt

2007-02-05T01:46:00.000+01:00

The Guilt

Recently, I have created so many misdemeanours that covers all aspect of my life, either academically, health (physical & mental) or my soul. The feeling of guilt has finally getting to me and I think its time for me to change. In my 12 long years of life (I've deducted 10 years because I don't think I was responsible for my life during that time), I have never made any resolutions either on special occasions or not (new year for example, but I think resolutions should be made depeds on situations that change a person's view). I thought it was a waste of time, not that I'm too concern with time in all these years. Knowing that I'm not disciplined enough to put an effort into achieving something has prevent me from doing so.

My disease has became more chronic this year and I think I should and MUST change my attitude towards time and chances that I've been given. I'm craving for something to pursue, something that brings a meaning to my life as I just realise that time flies much quickly when you're not doing something meaningful. I'm afraid that when I wake up and realise that I've been doing nothing for these years, I might regret it.

I've been thinking, if I want to gradute with first class as my goal, then what will become of me after that? Create new goal? then my life would consists of small goals which inconistant to each other. Lots of people around me has considered the possibility of Phd which I'm not very keen on. I have to say this out loud, I'm sick of studying, sick of being at the same place, doing almost the same thing and I think I've reached my limit (I hope I could just bear with it a little more... fuhhhh... tarik napas...). I thought of pursuing Ir, but it doesn;t hold any meaning to me, it's not something that I really want.

Addition

Mak mentioned the other day that abah wants one or two of us to take a boating license, and when I thought about it, it wasn't a bad idea except it takes 2 years to obtain it. Maybe i could try and take it with the scuba license that I always wanted (Since someone doesn't want me to take the scuba license during my honeymoon).

During my lower form years, I thought of becoming an architect and the idea of having a small house (single story house, with a balcony facing the rising sun, with a roof that enable me to gaze at the stars from my bed, a pond where i could fish and swim on a hot day, a stable for farm animals, a vegetable garden and lots of cats around). As time passes by and I don't take the architecture course, this particular dream doesn't really fade away. Except for the part when I'm 40 year old, I want to join the eco-race (this is a weird thing right?).

I'll write more on this another time. gotta sleep, tomorrow is the new semester.

Yep yep yep

2007-01-03T15:08:00.000+01:00

As usual, I'm wasting my time doing noting... I just finished watching Nodame Cantabile which was hilarious!! Thanks layen for recommending it. I really like nodame weird accent which sound kind a childish but very cute. eheheh... most of all, i love that chiaki always in white shirt, really really look good on him!! [i really like men in work shirts anyway....].

This year boxing sale really vexed me up. Went to portsmouth, but the sale wasn't that good anyway.... huhuhu.. At the moment, I'm having a rare disease and the symptoms are: weird sleeping schedule, not cooking or eating properly (this year, I supposedly enjoy cooking...i mostly eat miso soup with noodles, which wasn't that good anyway), laziness, headache and time confusion.

kesimpulan:
1) i like japanese drama cuz it short and has a good story line.
2) hmmmmm....

2006-12-16T14:50:00.000+01:00

phoned mum last nite, and asked if i could meet ciklan during summer. My mum said no. Ok.

Cik Lan

2006-12-10T02:19:00.000+01:00

adeh yen, aku tak reti nak buat meme ko nih!! ahahah nnti bile aku leh kumpul 15 things to talk about myself, I'll write it.. ehehhe

Ok seriously, that was shocking!!! never thought that my family could be this twisted!! I thought all those things just happen in malay tv shows.. ahahaha.. But deep down inside, I'm happy that Cik Lan found his love (maybe...ermm.. i dunno) Pp said he seems happy.

I'm just a bit disappointed that these things happened, it could easilly be avoided by having a bit courage Cik Lan. If you're afraid of being judged, you're still being judged right now... So what the heck?? With an over-reacting mum (my gradma), I don't think this will end too well on your side.

1) I do pray that you found happiness and comfort in your life.
2) I hope she treats you well.
3) I hope things will be ok with everyone. (don't hold grudges ppl!)--> I think the mens are ok, but i dunno about all the makciks (biaserla makciks cannot resists such juicy gossips kan kan..)
4) I hope to see you again.

Kesimpulan:
1) Love can't be forced???

Freestylin' at the drive through

2006-11-30T09:58:00.000+01:00

Fast Food Freestyle
Uploaded by plakband44

try a camni kat McD M'sia, sure kene hantuk kat cermin.. ahahhaha

Berzaman la kann

2006-11-29T17:27:00.000+01:00

Tader mende menarik nak ditulis, buhsan.. project slow cam siput, pastu lak ECS & Chem yang punye la besau & gahnye tader calibration equipment!! Can u believe it??? None!!! aaaarrrggggghhhhhh!!!

Now I really have to go to the National Oceanography Centre (NOC) just for the calibration phase, which I assume will take place after the holiday.... huhuhuh hopefully I can see the ocean from there...

Thermistor lak, asyik mahal & susah sgt nak beli je kan, last-last aku mintak je sample dari company tu. Puas ati aku!! ahahahha free~~~~

Earlier this week, Faltmate akunye tanjobi (nnti dier baca kan... so tulis bahase laen lak).. mak la hai~~~ sukenye dier tegok air tu, cam &%$*&" mabuk todi la plak kan aku tgok... siap muntah kat sink dapo, seb baek aku dah masuk bilik maser tu, tak muntah depan bilik aku sudah... ape la hai.. isk isk isk...

Kesimpulan:
1) adik-adik, jgn minum arak ye... kakak-kakak pun sama, abang-abang lagi la jgn
2) marilah berusaha mengabiskan project ini....
3) sape ader calibration equipment kat umah tu, buleh le pinjam.. hik hik hik

Yummy yummy

2006-10-28T16:30:00.000+02:00

Actually I'm very very very lazy to update this blog, I thought I will kinda write a weekend version where I crammed everything in one entry. But since Yatie already addresses that I will provide some pics of the yummy yummy food we had last night, here it goes:

I'm not a big fan of socialising activities, but when it comes to tasting new and different food, somehow I went through...

For starters, we had the famous (for anyone who watched or read Doraeman) Dorayaki.. They replaced the buns with pancakes!! but the jam is delicious and Tetsu acclaimed to have made it..

The very very surprisingly good nabe, at first I thought it will taste like an ordinary veggies soup (as u can see, lots of veggies)

Cheeeewah la kan, ader orang tu tunjuk bakat depan mamat cute la kan... sajer jer.. dah la pakai baju sama kaler~~~ ahhahaha

Ni le mamat cutenye kann, half japanese & french...

Eleleleele... terrer a tu terrer aa tu.. (tak puas ati tak dapat tunjuk bakat gak...ahhahahah)

Okonomiyaki yang sedap gile, I actually askes Miho how to make it... ehehhe someday I'll try.. (nampak cam pizza kan?)

Tuna Onagiri, this was ok, but I prefer the one in Victoria Station (Seaweed Onagiri..)

I have lots of pics of the people there, but I will not upload it here... ehehe.. There is one girl that we all thought (no only us, even Miho!) was japanese, but actually from kazakhstan... she looked like Ryoko Hirosue (camtu kut ejanye, lupe dah...)

Called my sister this morning, apparently there was some new and shocking news at home... No, My mom is not pregnant nor did my sister... ahahhahaa... One of the people I knew run away with some guy and left her husband, sons and mind you granddaughter/son (I don't know the gender). GOD!! talking about major midlife crisis.... ahahhaa.. Somehow, it seems funny.. what is that grandma thinking??? The guy loves her??? ahahha her money maybe (she have a bridal shop).

It seems that my grandma (my real grandma, not the one above... it will be even funnier if it's my grandma!! ahahhaa) found a new hobby, "gayut kat tepon". What is she doing? gossiping with all her daughter and daugter-in-law about another daughter-in-law. My my.....

On top of that, my siblings has a new catch phrase, Mera naam Don... ahahha apparently it a new hindi movie and they all asks Pp to bring them to watched it!!! GOD!! I rather die... ahahhaha... [A bit history: my little brother nicknamed himself Don before the movie]. Pp even dared them to go to the video shop and say the catch phrase in a cheesy way... and did they back off? NOOoooooo they really really want to do it!!! yes, they are crazy...

Open Flat

2006-10-26T21:08:00.000+02:00

Ok, done and done... Thanks for all the guests that came, which was lovely... I never knew doing something like this is very tiring, I had back pains and unable to wake up this morning... huhuh

I had loads of plans this weekend and none of it had anything to do with studies or 3rd year projects... [another huuhuhuh...] Friday: Japanese Club party [I'm just an outsider], Saturday: MSA raya [just knew that they decided to change it to sunday] and Sunday: Isoc boat party...

Coincidently, we had the same date as our junior's open flat and the boys were making fusses because they weren't invited to ours by making remarks on the yahoo messenger... My my boys... that's a little childish.
What can I say here is; it's up to the house owner to decide their guests right? It's not that we dislike you guys or anything, but we decided that this was meant to be an all girls party. No need to get bitter here....

For something totally unrelated: I may sound a little harsh, but u need to respect other people's opinion and decisions. Even someone that doesn't quite understand islam itself ask their flatmate permission when they want some of their guy friend to come over. So please...

Kesimpulan:
1) For anyone who missed my cheesecake, I'll make it again someday oki?? [especially for Saajida & Saabera]
2) Where can I find piping bag??? I'm planning to make cream puff

Nothing much

2006-10-17T00:00:00.000+02:00

hurmmmmm... hurmmmm.... [this indicates that I don't know what to write anymore...]
It's been ages since my last entry, but nothing much happened in my life. I'm in my 3rd year now, supposed to do my project briefing.

My summer holiday was amazing, tried many many new stuff and 'puas bergomol ngan kucing-kucing'. My apologies for the real player that supposed to play a song but failed to [I'm too lazy to find and change the codes]. Actually I really like to share a song that I recently liked so much. If you have the time, docheck it out on youtube, Lonely in Gorgeous featured in the anime Paradise Kiss.

At The Perhentian Island

On my Way to Perak

Mom, Guy, Veela, Me and Pabio (she doesn't want to be in the photo). Btw, why do Guy and Veela looked kinda same??? Only in different colour

Cute Pic of my youngest sister with Pabio

Our Crazy family extension (nope, she's really a crazy cat -- She will only come to you if you're screaming and lying flat on the floor... true story). I've experimented with this phenomenon

The Holiday

2006-08-17T11:38:00.000+02:00

It's been a while since I open this site. No, I have no grudges on blogger or anyone, It just I've been busy, very busy... being a housewife!!!~~~ ahahaa.. I can't upload any pics for now (I'm at CC....so??) ehemmm.. it's my excuse for being lazy, thank you.

Okie, First and foremost I had an amazing family holiday at Perhentian Island. It's good to be with familiar faces and just don't care. I really hope that we could do this agian in the future.

Had YTN's re-orientation. It was a good exercise and new experiences. Learned a lot from Uncle Ed and Eez. I learned that I'm in the same group as Adolf Hitler, Dr M, Bill Clinton and all 'that' sort of people. Huhuhuhu...

I had to be a 'mother' for 10 days because my mum had to be with my brother in Kelantan since he suffered from a chronic lung infection (before being transferred to Shah Alam).

And currently, I'm working as part housewife and part tailor.

Kesimpulan:
1) It's not easy being a housewife. I often find myself on bed at 10pm and unable to move a muscle (Oooppps.. exaggeration)
2) I really don't want to go back cuz I'm too happy being able to see Ikrom almost every week... ehehhehee

3rd Year Project

2006-06-19T17:29:00.000+02:00

Yeah, at last! I met Dr. Morgan... Honestly, he looked like Chappell's younger brother. As expected, my project isn't related to high voltage.. But, maybe someday TNB will have it's own submarine & then my project will be use by them.. ahhaha

Okie, this project is in collaboration with the Oceanography centre. (I was happy thinking that I could go there.. but nope.. huhuhu). I need to produce a device to measure the conductivity of liquid, especially in sea water application. It's really interesting, but I don't know if I'm able to make it... huhuhuhu [have faith arfa!!!]

The device will be used in submarine or ship.. (how about power stations near the sea??? ahahah unlikely!) TNB will be steaming if they know about this!! Gomen!

With panda eyes

2006-06-18T03:08:00.000+02:00

I just watched the Japanese Drama " 1 Litre of Tears ", I know everyone watched it already.... I'm always like this, not being able to keep up with the Jones. But it's ok... Frankly speaking, I thought the drama was very good and filled with all appropriate values that make you appreciate life, family, friends and lover. Even though the drama is an exaggerated version of the true story (by having a good looking guy being there for her, encourages her, etc... ) I still think that Aya-san is a very strong person... not everyone could do the thing she did (mind you, this is a 29 year old story, they were primitive back then... just kidding ).

I think I cried in every episodes ( I don't know why, maybe I kept imagining if it was me... how would I react?? ). Even though the drama doesn't show Aya's condition during her last 5 years, I think the audience could imagine it by looking at the pictures of the REAL Aya at the end of every episode. What happened to her was very sad and cruel. But I think god doesn't tests someone who can't bear with it.

Come to think of it, I even cry while watching X-men 3 okay... something must be wrong with my head. ( Don't ask me which scene, I couldn't remember because it just a one time thingy. I watched it again, but no effect... must be the environment.. hmmm )

Kesimpulan:
1) I guess I'm a sensitive person.. ehehehhe (or over-reacting)
2) Dr Morgan finally reply my e-mail and we're going to meet this monday.
3) I still need to unlock phones and buy some chocs.

Emotionless Entry

2006-06-14T15:04:00.000+02:00

Packed and sent 11 boxes to the Safestore last monday. But, by looking at the state of my room, I'd say another 3 to 4 boxes should do it. Nothing much to say, I'm bored and Dr Morgan still haven't reply my e-mail.. huhuhu..

I'm too lazy to change supervisor, but I dunno about TNB... If I stay with Morgan, maybe I won't do any high voltage related project.... The thing is, he's into nano-bussiness... huhuhu...

Less than a week from my flight, and I packed my bag (the 20 kg one... so stingy of MAS, why suddenly have to be 20 kg? It's not like they changed the plane to a smaller one!!) Originally, I don't want to carry any hand luggage except for a sling bag.. but looking at my condition, maybe I had to...

Dearest dad send me some money to spend before going home.. I reckon Pp told him about my unlucky incident last year (being broke and everyting...) So thank you... I would never told him myself and asks money from him (I'm a shy person okie?? eheheh) I'm going to buy some chocs and tea (as usual, for any guests that wants to see me.... like hell, they just want to see if I've changed or I bought anything interesting for them... seriously)

Pics from our picnic...

Exam is Over

2006-06-07T17:16:00.000+02:00

Yeah, I survived the exam without missing an organ.... although I think I might loss some of my brain nerves from cramping it too much towards the end... (rase cam terkehel sikit)...

Only 14 days left, but Dr Morgan haven't reply my e-mail about the project.. Haiyya come on!! I've packed 7 boxes so far.. mostly books, thick coats and stuff that I don't really need in life.. ehehhe... I'm so bored today, cleaned my bothroom, ate ice cream then I fell asleep and dreamt about drowning (not exactly drowning, I thot I was, but actually I was breathing in water... sounds fun right??...)

I'm trying to finish off the stonehenge project, added 9 stones but there's still... far far away from finishing it... huhuhu...

Kesimpulan:
1) Come on Dr Morgan...
2) nak balik..
3) maner nak simpan comp taun ni?? huhuhuh

Mid Exam Week Entry (ehehhe)

2006-06-03T01:46:00.000+02:00

Hot discussion skrg: Kahwin Misyar!! ahahha

I'm sure most of women out there were outrage with this suggestion, but personally, I'm OK with it. Yeah, hontny OK... I like to imagine things (like falling down the stair, I'm in a coma right now and this is only a dream, I'm not even born yet and this is an introduction to life etc....). So lets imagine this situation:

I'm a 35 year old career woman, just ordinary neither hot nor cute woman. With a boring job, annoying relatives, happily married siblings, financially stable, with lots of clothes and of course shoes!! Most of the guys I know are either married or too young. I don't want a toy boy, gigolos or an affair. I don't want to be a home wrecker. Have 5 cats and attend yoga sessions.

If you think clearly, there are lots of this type of women around, since the population of women exceeds man and the rising number of homosexuals, it's bound to have unmarried women or even man (I don't know why... suhaimi sulaiman for example). Women at that (referring to above) point of life don't require money or anything, just need someone to look after, to share some secrets (girls could be, but how intimate could you be with your girlfriends?) and to at least experience sex before they die! Don't you think everyone deserve that??

I'm sure, you'll be asking if it's my husband, and then are you willing to share him? Honestly, I'm not too comfortable with sharing my man... just thinking about him holding other woman vexes me. But how about the husband? Is he willing to be shared?? ahahhahahha... Funny question! Rather than him having an affair or being too 'nice' with other woman, I'm willing to share him. (at least he won't be thrown to hell just because of my pride). But with some conditions, she can't be prettier or hotter than me (even tho I'm not..), I met her and I can have coffee with her without pulling her hair.

And if I am that woman, I don't mind having someone else's husband once in a while (but of course with his wife knowing it!! ahhaha I don't want to be poisoned or anything).

Kesimpulan:
1) Life is not about owning a person
2) Don't be too happy Ikrom! ahahha..

Exam

2006-05-28T15:18:00.000+02:00

meh letak timetable:

30 May --> Math for engineers / 9.30 am / Physics Lt A
31 May --> AMDS / 2.30 pm / Bldg 35, Lt A
1 June --> Power Electronics / 9.30 am / Sports Hall, Susu, Bldg 42
5 June --> Electrical Machines / 2.30 pm / Bldg 35, Lt A & B
6 June --> Materials / 9.30 am / Sports Hall, Susu, Bldg 42

yep, timetable tak best.. huhuhuh

kesimpulan:
1) Tanak exam leh tak...
2) Nak balikkk

Rover Over

2006-05-17T23:17:00.000+02:00

At last, my suffering has ended... no more labs!!! I just hate labs, I don't know why.. but today, the lab seems cheerful with everyone in it.. (honestly, it's kinda nice).. Will I miss this project?? Sorry, the probability of that happening is pretty low..

Ok, these are the pics of all the group involved with their rover...

Sophie, Wadi, Hafiz & Charlie --> Number 1!! After breaking the world record with 27 seconds... Siot a!! ehehe.. Congrats.. I just adore the turning moves..

Pham, Long, Van & Tien --> Their's is cute & works very well.... they received a huge applause cuz they are the first to go...

Ben, Allen, James, Neil & Tobias ---> Their design is different & thier turning sequence is unique

Syam, Iqbal, Pojan, Kamil & Hamez ---> I think their rover is quite cute & if they could make it to full speed (but controlable), I think they could've break the record.

Wilson, Pijote, (I dunno - first time seeing him), Darren & Yusoff ---> Their rover works fine the day before, but it became kinda 'sewel' today... The rover reminds me of telitubbies (btol ke eja??) [in that series, they have a hoover that moves like it]. Pijote did a great job while covering for his groupmate & didn't make a big fuss about it... (sabarnyee...)

Qing, Jun, Chris & Arfa ---> Well what to say, it's very unfortunate for this group to have me as a programmer... I did a lousy job! and in real life, I don't look that fat!!! [it's the angle mannn!!! ahahhaha]

Yu, Azrin, Ben, Darcy & Syira --> I really admire Azrin's determination, if it was me, I would just drop everything & ignore it.. Doing 2 jobs almost simultaneously, she's really a good example of an engineer (see, you are fit to be an engineer!!)

Zarif, Izi, Lan, Joe & Yatie ---> 'The Black Metal Group' ahahhaa... I just love to watch them working (since I'm not doing anything in the lab except trying to torture Yatie.. ahaha).. It's like a family with Yatie as the older sister.. ahahha very cute

Steve, Martin, David & Timothy ---> I dunno what to say, it just a sad day for them... the rover just moves in spiral..

Kesimpulan:
1) It was a fun day, everyone seems joyful (except for pijote.. just look at his face above!! ahahaa jgn mare Pijote..)
2) Ok, Now it's time to write the report & Study for the exam
3) I can't wait to go home!!! I already packed 1 and half box!! aahahha
4) I really really really miss Ikrom

Lab Update

2006-05-08T15:13:00.000+02:00

Yeah, I'm at the lab... Ok, breaking the robot's gripper story:

Last week, I joined Yatie & Kushi's group since I missed my experiment session last semester (not because I'm lazy ok? the lab closed & it's 2 weeks before the exam).. We were supposed to comment on the accuracy of the robot's operation & do some experiment on it.. So, we (or shall we say I behave) & take some data, measure here & there, write something on a piece of paper, etc... (which none of it will be use in the report....). Then, when Yatie & Kushi were not around, I played with the robot a little, then it stuck & need to be initialise (at the same time, the gripper is holding a ruler that we used as marker)... So, I initialised it and guess what, the ruler got stuck and when the robot' arm is moving and all, the ruler hit the body and at the same time the gripper twist thus bending the ruler and breaking off one of the gripper... huhuhuhu..

Thank god Barry fixed it in just 2 days.. From this day, I will refer him as the 'Super Barry'... (But, I think I could fixed it myself by using 'gam gajah'.. ahhahaha)

the end...

Kesimpulan:
1) We haven't finished the experiment & too lazy to do it
2) Can't wait to go home, got my ticket already!! yeah!!
3) Need to go to the Safestore to book storage room... biler huh??

Circus

2006-05-03T14:30:00.000+02:00

It's a little late, but what the heck... Last weekend yatie & me went to the circus for the first time!! yeay!! And guess what?? we met Anuar Zain (chinese acrobatic version tho.. eheheheh) anyway.. that really made our day... I'll post some pics later..

I missed my morning classes today... huhuhu.. Azrin knocked on my door this morning, but I'm just too lazy to get up... huhuhu.. Thanks to my incurable laziness, I can't even remember the last time I went to Power Electronic Class...

Right now I'm at ISS station in Physics Building waiting for my PArt 3 Project briefing... Aaaahhhh!!... I'm sooo not fond of projects!!

Kesimpulan:
1) Aaaa....nak dekat exam dah!!!
2) Yeay!!! Dah nak balik umahh
3) Next entry aku citer camne aku patahkan tgn robot dlm experiment! huhuhu.. sorry dr. crowder...

Fun Fair

2006-04-19T20:09:00.000+02:00

Sempena entry Fun Fair ni, kasik dgr sket lagu Jay Chou- Garden Festival (Carnival) yg sgt2 aku suke~~~

Penggoda iman azrin~~~

The Group with one of the twin

The Twin Force killing forces of evil

Rodeo Babe, since I've never try to ride cows why not rite?? ehehhehe... I lasts more than 30 seconds (I Think).. but certainly longer than the previous person!! Frankly, the falling part is the best part of this ride (I knocked my head on the cow's forehead while trying to hold on...). My whole body aches just form this experience tau!! huhuhu but it's ok, it was a good one.

Note: The poster behind me is not the right way to rodeo...ahahahhaha

Kesimpulan:
1) Eyh, blaja lah...
2) Sakit, sape nk urutkan?? ehehhehe

Penin kepala

2006-04-16T00:05:00.000+02:00

Aiyaa.. asal hari ni penin kepala huh???

Phoned umah just now, talked to pipi, pian, dilah & abah... Solved all the my problem with buying stuff for my siblings...ehehe..thanks a lot pipi!!! She has been nagging me to introduce her to any guy that fits her criteria!. Smart, not that talkative (btw: she's referring to ikrom), not that thin or too cubby and many more which I fail to recall. Hurmm... Seriously I think you are attractive enuf that I don't need to hook you up to anyone! (She's too attractive that I don't think she ever been single for more than 2 months since secondary school!!)

I don't know if it's appropriate to write this here, but I think this is her way of being funny.. yeah, she do have a weird sense of humor which always freaks other people. One time (no, many time!!!) when we're talking, she would suddenly yelled something like this: "Ape??? Ipah nak kawenn??? Huhh?? Dah siap beli barang umah dah??? Peti sejuk sume dah ader??? Huh?? Electrical appliances pon dah nak beli??? etc..etc..." And her intension is to let my dad hear it and probably get pissed!!! (yeah, it's funny in a way...)

Kesimpulan:
1) I miss home
2) I'm so hungry!!
3) Most people who sees your pic will tell me something like this: "Adik ko lawa aa..." and it doesn't bothers me.. I'm ok with it.. cuz I'm taller & have slightly better body ahahhahaha
4) Don't have any decent picture of you, maybe we could take some during summer, ok?

Not Doing Ok

2006-04-13T15:43:00.000+02:00

Why??? Why is it that I can't study properly??? Huwaaaa...all I'm thinking about right now are:

1) Summer Holiday
2) Going Home. i.e. Summer Holiday
3) What to buy for Ari, Pian, Aisyah & Arip? i.e. Summer Holiday
4) What will I do during that time with Ikrom? i.e. Summer Holiday
5) Should I start packing my stuff??. i.e. Summer Holiday

Ok, You're going crazy arfa!! Huhuhu..

My Dad & Brother just gave me a shock!!! I won't give any details, but mann....this is why people always argue whether to allow small children to watch Superman, Spiderman, Batman, Gundam, Gaban, Ultraman, etc.etc... (all that super heros type of muvi). One side says that It's necessary for children to learn some moral values form those series (sacrificing yourself for the sake of your country & love ones) and the other will say that some children can't differentiate between reality + fantasy thus will 'do' what they saw. I guess this doesn't apply to childrens only eh?

Tader kene-mengena:

I love this pic!!! [it's not just because it's Mike He~~]

I miss swimming, the feeling of almost weightless reminds me of heaven, when you're underwater, your perspective changed, you look at things differently... I always refer this feeling as being a "whale"...

Kesimpulan:
1) I want to swim la... I think I will drag my brother to swim with me!!! [there's an aquatic center near my house]
2) I dunno what to buy for my youngest sister, she has this split-personality-that-I-can't-figure-out disorder... [or maybe I just don't try to understand her....u see, sometimes she's like a boy & some other time acted just like a girl... I don't even know what she like for god's sake!!.. pitty you for having me as your sister..huhuhu].

Austria (Sceneries)

2006-04-09T10:58:00.000+02:00

Warning: Contain Pictures with great length (literally). I refuse to resize it... ehehhee

Hurmmm... So much things to say, but I guess you could just see this.. Ahh Let me just add another on, found Eitoku students!! (not actually true..ahahha).. And after taking this pic (this is aida's pic, mine was blurred), I foolishly ask them, are you guys form Eitoku?? ahahhaa.. no more tv series for you arfa!

Some of the amazing sceneries we experienced!

The Bratislava Castle form Michael's Gate Tower

Vienna: I can't remember where it was... Somewhere in the Ring

Scenery from the Festung Hohensalzburg

Scenery of the Festung Hohensalzburg form another hill

Alton Tower [Skip Austria jap]

2006-04-09T10:35:00.000+02:00

What can I say about Alton huh? It was fun, but I got some kind of headache from the last ride (enterprise+bus) ehehe... We went on most of the rollercoasters, but seriously I think half of the time we spent was queuing for the rides!! And what annoys me the most is British teenagers!! Spitting like every 5 mins?? ( u can imagine being in line for an hour or so..huhuhu), Smoking while queuing??? (mind you, there are non-smokers around you who do not wish to get lung cancer!!!). I think there a sign on my back saying "Smoking Lounge" cuz while I'm queuing, the person behind me will smoke! (Once when queing up for nemesis, twice for rita...huhuh). Dah la tu, bile aku gi jauh sikit dr dier, dier dekat2 lg... aaaaa!!!

Warning: Will experience hard of breathing and an acute dizziness

Intro to Austria trip

2006-04-02T09:44:00.000+02:00

Austria trip was fun, tried new stuff, new food.. I'll update about the trip later.. when I'm in the mood (macam le ader buat paper pon skrg..)

Right now, I'm also trying new thing.. squatting at someone else's place for a week!! (mmg muke tayar le kan.. ) what to do.. I've another incoming trip.. Alton trip..

Reaction???

2006-03-22T00:54:00.000+01:00

What is the most acceptable or better, how are you supposed to react when someone you knew just confessed that he decided to change his sexual orientation??? I'm not referring to the moment he's telling you, but afterwards.. should you be supportive? or should you act normal? or should you give him your 2 cent's worth? Hmm.. tricky.. At this moment, I just act as normally as I can.. But it's hard ok? You tend to stare to see if anything change.. Don't tell me you're not curious about stuff like this...

Kesimpulan:
1) Hurmmm.. I'm curious, how can a guy decided to be a gay??
2) Sorry, I won't tell any of you who he is...

Relationship

2006-03-20T12:49:00.000+01:00

"I'm searching for my Mr. Right." Ni ler ayat yang slalu girls gunekan terutamanye dalam drama bersiri mahupun in real life... Betul ke ader Mr. Right? Is there really a perfect man for every girl in this world?

Aku rase terpanggil nak menulis pandangan aku pasal bende ni sebab recent event & setelah berborak ngan Ikrom... Girls, relationship doesn't come in perfect wrapping and fluffy ribbons, if you're expecting a Gucci diamond crested watch in it, It'll be a plain RM195 swatch... If you're expecting something big, then you'll be disappointed if it's not... If you're expecting Mike He Junxinag, then you'll be disappointed if it's Ako Mustapa.. So, what to do? Stop expecting all those nonsense, stop dreaming that there will be a day when Lee Dong Wook come to save and swept you off your feet to his castle of love...

But what's wrong with dreaming and hoping?? Actually I found that it's better not to do THAT so much (of course you could hope but don't go overboard with it). Because when you're hoping & expect, you might not be satisfied if he is just someone that you knew, someone you see everyday, someone near you... For me, Mr. Right doesn't come perfect, he might have some flaws, he might not look like Mike He, he might not be as rich as Datuk K (tak abis2... ahahha).. But, is he willing to Co-Operate with you? Compromise with you? Change for you? Wait for you? Be with you? Listen to you? Help you be a better person? etc...

So, do you have to accept everyone that has interest in you? No.... (Orang bukan kueh raye, amik sikit rase, amik sikit rase... pastu decide tanak kueh plak, nak kek lak..). For me, if you like him enough to love him, if he is serious and a good person.. then it's better to start then keep searching for someone perfect.. Work from that... Compromise with each other... Have a good discussion, tell him/ her what you need and expect from each other... Prepare to make sacrifices.. Understand each other and appreciate differences... (I really don't understand why people want to have someone that is so similar to them as their partner.. Wouldn't it be too boring? It'll be like you're living with your own twin.. huhuhu).

"Ala, ape susah... kawen a, suruh mak carik ke hape.. kan baik dari bercouple-couple ni.." Seriously, getting married doesn't solve anything.. relationship I'm talking about is not between dating couple, it's between a man and a women... Infact, if you're having this kind of attitude, it will just making it hard for both of you....

Ok la, membebel dah.. Ni cume pandangan aku.. tak semestinye betul and tak semestinya salah...

Kesimpulan:
1) Matanglah sebelum terlambat...
2) Aku tau nampak cam senang, but really.. Understanding and loving a cat is much easier than people...
3) Gamba di bawah ni tader kene mengena ngan isi.. Since name dier disebut 2 kali, kasik paste sikit a...

Picture was taken form tvbs, love contract page...

Got it from dilla

2006-03-19T01:50:00.000+01:00

Your Birthdate: February 14

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.

Your strength: Your superstar charisma

Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you

Your power color: Fuchsia

Your power symbol: Diamond

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

1) Yeah, I like it when others do work for me... (penah jadi ke pun??)

2) My charm? I dunno if it's working on others, but I usually do it to my parents.. ehehe (U should see me hypnotize my dad when I really want to go out with Ikrom.. pp, jgn ngadu kt abah lak..ahaha)

3) Funny? Maybe... people always laugh when they're around me.. Maybe I dressed funny?

4) Restless? Well yeah.. could be explain by my previous entry..

5) Fuyyo la.. superstar charisma!!! ahahahha

6) Commitment? On things that I don't care usually... Since I'm in love with the same man for 3 years, I can say I'm a committed person...

7) Don't really like this colour.. (it doesn't bring out my eyes.. ptuiihhh!!)

8) I like diamonds!! (not shape, but the stone pliss...) like Nicole Kidman once said " Diamonds are a girl best friend"

9) No comment..

Free as the air

2006-03-18T14:26:00.000+01:00

At last ppl! I'm freeee.. (not that it will make any difference.. duhh..) I know I didn't do well enough for the MSA.. Truthfully, my interest in this society has long gone with the summer breeze in malaysia (Felt quite guilty about this, but well.. I'm just being honest about it)

One thing that people should know about me is I'm the type of 'hangat-hangat taik ayam' person.. Really!! It's bad, but it's me.. I really dunno how to change it.. (anyone wants to help?)

I still remember my little backyard project. I designed and want to build a little garden.. even begged my parents to find me large blocks of stones, some trees and other stuff.. I did almost 70% of it and then got bored and dumped it!! Right after this, i want to do some cross-stitch, bought all the stuff needed, choose a very pretty design (quite big tau!!..) and I start stitching... huhuh after about 25% (exactly quarter of the picture) I quit!! ---> these 2 are my projects after form 5.

I can't remember what i did after PMR exam... maybe some knitting... but I'm sure it hasn't finish yet!! After UPSR or PMR (I'm not sure..) I built houses form card boxes and pieces of wood.. painted and finished it quite well.. I think I stopped halfway on the 3rd house... (the third one has some complex design on it.. with chimney and large paneled windows.. the 2nd one, is smaller than the 3rd.. it got stairway, balcony.. the 1st one is very simple, a small cottage with pile of woods in front of it.. some sort of country lodge..) The 1st one was given away by my brother as his friend's present!

After the A-level and first year (last summer), I resumed with the cross-stitch project, but still hasn't finished it yet.... Maybe I'll try to finish it this summer..

After the stonehenge trip, I bought a miniature stonehenge made of paper.. which I have to fold and build into shape.. and u can guess.. huhuhu.. (probably try to complete it before summer.. but~~~)

All these are not because I'm lazy or anything, it just that I lose interest in stuff quite easily... I get bored easily, bored of repetition... But I can't seem to get enough of coffee (I think it's because of the caffeine!!)

Pretty interesting right? ehehhehe..

Kesimpulan:
1) bile nak masak cake nih??

New Experiences!!

2006-03-05T18:49:00.000+01:00

I had a very exciting weekend, for the first time I went to the Chinese supermarket.. Made sushi learned from internet, learned to make dumplings from my flatmate Jun... Eventhough I can't taste the dumplings (because it's pork dumplings.. eyh, aku dah samak tangan ee), we (Sajida, Jun and Me) decided to try to make lamb dumplings next time!! So we could eat it together.. Such a lovely flatmate~~~

I accidently bought 2 similar stuff from ebay... I really2 don't think that I'll win the bid with such low prices.. but sadly, I won!! Huhuhu why????? Man, I'm gonna be so broke this month.. Not to mention Vienna trip & at this moment alton tower trip (still in planning stage).. Thank god someone is willingly to buy that other stuff.. Thanks a lot!!...

Next: I would like to try to make miso soup, the twin's delicous curry, cheese cake... hmmmm.. nyumm

Kesimpulan:
1) Bestnye masak nih!!
2) Ari, ko tak bayar jaga ko.. ahahhaha

Happy Birthday Sayang

2006-03-01T21:14:00.000+01:00

Sheng Ri Kuai Le to you sayang, Dah 25 dah e? ehehe Tua dah orang tu.. Today is his birthday.. thank god I remembered!! ahahaha.. Sorry for the late birthday song & wish, (tak perasan jam aa...huhuhuh). Since we can't celebrate our birthdays together, we decided to have a cake when I'm home.. (ice-cream cake e? ehehe) Really can't wait to dine again with you..

I really can't remember the last time I went out or cook, felt very lazy lately... Watched lots of movies, getting fatter, drank gallons of coffee, ate azrin's cooking or fozen stuff... haih~~~~ why huh?

Kesimpulan:
1) Tiadalah akannye

Wish Me Happy Birthday

2006-02-23T02:59:00.000+01:00

Since it's still February, I still want to wish myself happy birthday with this song by Landy Wen, Wish Me Happy Birthday.. But that's not really the reason kan? ahahhaa... Naughty arfa!!
Anyway, enjoy.. I think it's quite good, but the excessive unnecessary kissing scenes are just unbearable!! Huhuhuhu... Why Mike?? Whyyyy??? Ahahaha..

Kesimpulan:
1) Hurmm.. jangan mare sayang~~~ I'm teasing u ok?
2) Nak balik aa camnih.... (tader kene-mengena)

Changed

2006-02-19T18:24:00.000+01:00

Been watching Mike He Jun Xiang dramas lately, very good looking guy.. With smile that melts every woman's heart, I assume he will be in this bussines for a looong time.. I really don't care about actors or actresses, how they lead their life, private love stories and such.. So, I'm not in love with him if that what you're thinking sayang... ahaha

Something is changing, creeping slowly.. But I don't know what, the air of uncertainty lingers around...

Getting Older

2006-02-15T01:18:00.000+01:00

Aaahh.. Thanks guys, for all those sweet wishes, cards, presents and deliciously melted chocolate cake!! Seriously, it was goood.. (Pandai ko bake cake e azrin?? ahahha..) Thanks sayang, for those lovely cards & cute alarm clock.. ahahah (guess it's a payback for that butt clock? ahahah..)

The thing is I really feel bad for having a birth date that everyone seems to remember, I'm really bad when it comes to remembering dates (don't trust me? go and ask ikrom then.. he knows..).. thank god for friendster!!. So, I'm saying in advance, sorry if I can't remember your birthdays.. no hard feeling kay?? I'm trying my best to remember all of your birth dates...

This year, I dunno why but I almost shed a tear when ikrom sang 'happy birthday' last nite, (kinda lame right? huhuhu.. I guess I'm being a bit emotional..)

Called mum last weekend, Dad was sick - but he's ok now.. still playing with all his 'toys', Guy (the family new male cat, 7 months old) is healthy and gaining weight fast - really want to meet him.. Bell aka Piglet (the family new female cat, 5 months old) had hernia operation & the docs had to remove her uterus to prevent future problems. (So sad, I want more kittens!!! ). It's ok mum, I'll find a new cute female cat in 2 years time, & we'll have kittens again...)

Kesimpulan:
1) Aha, lupe nk kate, I was born on tuesday also! at 2.00am.. Sorry mum~~ Can't help it.. ahahha
2) I want to have a cute ragdoll, white & orangey coloured cat..
3) Manernyeh gamba pipi? kate mau anta? dimanakah janji2 manismu???

dah abis exam!! huahauhauahua

2006-02-07T19:06:00.000+01:00

Oleh kerna tak jumpe MV lagu yang aku suke (Can We by Jason & Landy), so letak aa lagu yang aku agak suke... right after exam, terus dok melayan citer ni kat u tube.. tader paedah tol!! (salahkan misa & azrin.. ahahha..) Comel a citernye... tp typical fantasy love stories, yerke leh suke kt someone smpai 5 yrs (kalo bebalas taper gak.. ni tak bebalas2.. 5 taun?? sanggup ke tunggu??) dok kejar-mengejar jer kejenyeh...

kalo mengikut firasat aku la, mamat ni jadi suke kat minah ni pasal dah terbiaser sgt dier ikut kemana-mana.. so, bile tader skali, jadi rindu le plak.. so tersuke la... (ahahha sukati je..)

Tak lama lg dah nak naik dah umur aku ni, tapi serious biler dah sampai 20 plus, naik umur ni cam tader paper, tader beza pon... (sebenarnye nak ckp, aku tak rase tua pon!! ahahaha)

Haritu azrin & the geng gi cambridge, tapi aku tak jadi ikut... memula cam malas, pastu tgok bgn tido je, leher jd merah2 kene allergy, mak oi! bukan gatal dah, sakit terus kelenjar thyroid aku! (betul ke eja ni doc?). taper le, skrg dah ok dah.. don't worry ek mak? (tak bbgtau mak lg pon... pipi jgn kasik tau mak.. nnti org kasik tau sendirik..)

SKrg ni patutnye kenelah buat project rover ni ngan lebey giat lagi, tp alagkah malangnye group aku kern amendapat aku sbg programmar, mmg pemalas abis!! aaa... malas dah nak buat u turnnyeh coding!! jln lurus je la ek?? alaaa.. bley aa dr lewin, dr lewin baik kan??

patutnye mlm ni aku kene gi kendo, tapi dah malas dah, asyik hayun shinai je.. sikit2 gerak kaki ke depan, ke blakang, ke depan, ke blakang haus dah tapak kaki aku.. bilernyeh nak lompat2 cam ichigo? ahahha.. marileh kite exercise kat umah.. dah ader treadmill kan?? ahahhaa... adeh...

kebuhsanan

2006-01-27T14:30:00.000+01:00

Setelah try menyental otak ngan maths & control last week, kini tibalah giliran circuit & applied electromagnetics lak.. huhuhu.. tatau aa naper.. this sem aku sgt tak productive, memain je kejenyeh.. (eyh!! tau tak this semmnye result contribute to d degree??? aaaa) knape aku begini?? huhuhu... ok la.. dah2 sile blajar...

nanti lepas exam update lagik.. k?

Kesimpulan:
1) dah mls nk update menatang nih..
2) exam exam exam.. huhuh
3) nak shopping aa lps exam!! (ni bukan kesimpulan.. tetibe je kuar kt otak..)

huwaarrrggghhh.... malasnye saye...

dah tader keje

2006-01-24T17:51:00.000+01:00

ahahhaa..serious aku gelak tgok ni.. ahahhaa.. mcm katak pon ader.. ahahha

Congrats!!

2006-01-15T21:03:00.000+01:00

Aahh sakit mata!! ahahha.. lampu terang sgt ke?? ke asyik tgok comp?? Huhuhu.. tp yg pastinye bukan pasal tgok buku aa.. huuhuh.. kesal gue, kerna tak blaja awal2 dulu.. kalo tgok kan, hampir tiap kali exam, jadi mcm ni la... camner ek? camne nak ubah habit ni?? kalu tetibe ader findings yg kater kalo blaja lelambat dapat kanser mata ke, sure rajin aku stadi awal!! ahahaha.. U wish!

Tadik call mak, biaser aa kalo dah gayut ngan mak tu, sampai panas tepon tu.. huhuh pipi tembam ni pon mcm nak masak dibuatnye.. kalo ngan pian lak, asyik gelak je.. sampai sakit mulut aku.. huhuh.. Ooo yea, sure korg tetanye, asal title congrats lak?? Jiran aku, Harris Akmal.. dah bertunang mak aku khabo tadik.. Congrats Aris (bukannye ko baca pon blog nih! tp taper.. ehehe) Tak sangke tol!! series... Felt different kalo org yg kecik2 dulu main sesama, main paip depan umah tu ngan arip & boy.. (oh yea, kwn aku kecik2 mostlynye dak laki) has stepped into a different phase... Tak rase jeles or anything.. tp happy.. & cam tak sangke masa tu berlalu cukup pantas.. rase cm semlm je main depan umah tu.. mcm semlm je aku patahkan pagar depan umah jiran aku.. mcm smlm je semuanye.. hmmm... I missed those innocent times...

Kendurik kawen nnti buat mase summer plisss!!! Aku nak jadi gadis bunge telur aa.. ahahha pengapit sure tak dapatnye.. flower girl tamau aa.. ahahahha (too cute for me..). Tunggu Mamah kawen, mcm tader je.. peant je aku tunggu!! ahaahha dah brape taun dah tunang huh?? 3-4 taun kut (Oh yea, mamah ni anak sedara aku & sama baya ngan aku)

ok, sile studi!!

Kesimpulan:
1) Congrats again! I'm sooo happy for you...
2) Lama dah tak gi kenduri kawen.. cepat le sesape kawen kat soton ni woih!!
3) AKu tgok Gol & Gincu tadik.. Hurmm ok aa citer dier.. best aa.. very light!
4) Huuhuuhuhu.. examkuuuu!!!!

puss in boots

2006-01-06T22:36:00.000+01:00

Malas nak update pasal winter hols, sile la tengok gamba kat http://shikamaru.fotopages.com/

exam dah dekat, rase cam homesick lak.. aiyaakkk.. mustikah waktu ini?? huhuhuhu... boxing day aritu aku blanje sakan untuk diriku sendirik, seronot tak hengat.. huhuhu.. nak boots tu.. tp ader org tak kasik beli.. huhuhu.. next year aa aku beli.. huhuhu..

yang seronot:
1) takyah beli tiket balik taun nih!! yeay... YTN nak belikan.. cayang YTN walaupon elaun sikit..
2) taun ni ader 4 paper je.. (bukan aa terrer ke hape, last year 6 paper..)

yang tak seronot:
1) byk bebeno yang tak paham.. applied aku langsung tak paham... ader curl la, grad la..huhuh
2) project tak best!! groupmate tak best.. huhu
3) lab partner pon tak best... takley nk nyanyi pfommm pfremm lagik..huhuh
4) banyak sgt buang mase, ni tgh buang mase aa ni... campak campak

Kesimpulan:
1) aku makin pemalas..
2) aku beli treadmill, klaka kan?? ahahha
3) mak.. nak balik!!! huhuhuh
4) aku nak beli fon lain aa V3 sucks!! big time! <--- ni bukan kesimpulan ni..

hot Cats in boots!!!

Owwhh.. look at them.. look at those legs!! huhuhu.. jeles jeles... nak pliss...

Getting to know me...

2005-12-05T19:25:00.000+01:00

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Your Birthdate: February 14

With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it.
You have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Tensi Tensi

2005-11-25T19:24:00.000+01:00

Tensi tol aa!! Banyak assignment, project lagik, study lagik, surf net lagik, layan muvi lagik, tepon lagik... huhuhuhu...penat la camnih!!! Maths assignment 2 ni!! ee...bodoh tol (aku ler!!) CAD tak start lagik, PIC program tader perkembangan.. huwaaaa!! Nak balik...

kesimpulan:
1) 2nd year mmg camni ke???
2) Tanak belajo leh tak??

aiyakk jay chou lak

2005-11-20T20:51:00.000+01:00

Alolololo... comeynye Jay Chou nangiss... ehehhehe

Yi Lu Xiang Bei
Composer: Jay Chou
Lyricist: Vincent Fong

hou shi jing li de shi jie
yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
ni zhuan shen xiang bei
lian hai shi hen mei
wo yong yan guang qu zhui
jing ting jian ni de lei

zai che chuang wai mian pai huai
shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
ni zhan de fang wei
gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui
ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling sui

wo yi lu xiang bei
li kai you ni de ji jie
ni shuo ni hao lei
yi wu fa zai ai shang shui
feng zai shan lu chui
guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui
xi shu can kui
wo shang ni ji hui

hou shi jing li de shi jie
yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
ni zhuan shen xiang bei
lian hai shi hen mei
wo yong yan guang qu zhui
jing ting jian ni de lei

zai che chuang wai mian pai huai
shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
ni zhan de fang wei
gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui
ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling sui

wo yi lu xiang bei
li kai you ni de ji jie
ni shuo ni hao lei
yi wu fa zai ai shang shui
feng zai shan lu chui
guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui
xi shu can kui
wo shang ni ji hui

wo yi lu xiang bei
li kai you ni de ji jie
fang xiang pan zhou wei
hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui
wo jia su chao yue
que shuai bu diao jin jin gen sui de shang bei
xi shu can kui
wo shang ni ji hui
ting zhi lang bei
jiu rang cuo chun cui

All The Way North
The world in the rear view mirror
Says goodbye further and further away
You turn around towards your back
The side of your face is still very beautiful
I use my vision to chase
I unexpectedly hear your tears

Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
You say you are very tired
You already have no way to fall in love with anyone else
The wind blows on the mountain road
The frames in the past are all my wrongs
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you

The world in the rear view mirror
Says goodbye further and further away
You turn around towards your back
The side of your face is still very beautiful
I use my vision to chase
I unexpectedly hear your tears

Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
You say you are very tired
You already have no way to fall in love with anyone else
The wind blows on the mountain road
The frames in the past are all my wrongs
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
The steering wheel encompasses
Rotating around my regrets
I speed up to exceed it
Yet I can’t lose the grief following closely
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you
Stop the heartlessness
Just let wrong be pure

Translation/pinyin/lyrics by Ho

Arfa u monkey!!!

2005-11-17T11:48:00.000+01:00

Haaa kan dah kene monkey!! Asal la tak check bebetul announcement tu??? huhuhu kan dah terlepas dah... Ape yang aku merepek ni??

Begini ceritanya.... Aku bercadang nak jadi shinigami, so kene la menuntut dari tok batin Uruhara..kat uk ni tok batinnye mat saleh aa, bukan uruhara yg pakai terompah... tp aku tak sure lg, mane tau rupe dier cam tok batin uruhara... Mintak maap bebanyak le Rami ooiihh... beta tak paham sgt le ape yg korg tulis kat announcement box tuh... Sure next time jumpe kene gelak nih!! huhuhh.. dier siap looking forward to meet me lagi!! aaarrggghhh!!! Mak malu......

Aiyakk... Patut le aku tunggu depan dance room tu selama setengah jam dengan dak2 ballet!! Salah tempat rupenyeh!! aaaa... (seb baik aku tak join jer ballet club tu... tak ke patah2 tulang aku?? ) Ok le, insya Allah, next monday tak pon wednesday kite jumpe e Rami??? Ko gelakkan aku, siap ko... aku tibai ngan shinai!! ehehe..

Kesimpulan:
1) sile la exercise wahai kengkawan, winter dah dekat
2) Dvd exercise aku ader org pinjam... sape tu??? haaaa jeng jeng jeng...

I think I'm in Love with you la

2005-11-14T01:43:00.000+01:00

Busy Busy Busy Week

2005-11-12T21:31:00.000+01:00

Setelah meng'hand-in'kan Math assignment & jua First review Rover, hari & hatiku agak tenang sekejap...cewwahh.. Pastu dok sibuk lak menengok citer Hana Yori Dongo & Trick si layen ni... Chitt asal la ko suruh aku tgok weih?? kan aku dah nak asyik tengok jerrr... (aku benci betol citer bersiri2 ni... mcm rosalinda aya moor tuu..ahahha.. Pasal aku ni kurang le penyabar.... huhuh)

Next week kene lak hantar assignment CAD yang cacat ni... Naseb baek Sykulski punye dahi cam Pierce Brosnan, nak jugak le aku gi class dier eventho tak paham paper..hehehe.. Tu pon dah brape kali skip e?? Assignment 2 CAD dah sampai dah... Apenihh??? Yang 1st pon blom hanta, dah kasik lagi satu...huhuh Assigment 2 Maths lak, end of this month kene hantar... Aiyaakkk!!

Kesimpulan:
1) 2nd year sangat le busy...(tp azrin suke..huhuuh..)
2) Walaupon busy, banyak tol bende tak befaedah aku buat
3) Selamat Hari Raye... (Penting sangat ke raye??? <-- Org yg tak appreciate raye)

2005-11-01T21:21:00.000+01:00

Kawen-kawen

2005-10-29T01:44:00.000+02:00

Alehai... sume orang pun nak kawen, yang sihat, yang sakit, yang kaye, yang miskin, yang cantik, yang buruk, yang ensem, yang muke pecah longkang, yang normal, yang cacat, & etc.... huhuh asal aku merepek pasal kawen ni??? Aku baca Utusan tadik, korang ingat lagi tak pasal citer yang bini mamat ni simbah asid kat laki dier?? Aler..yang dier nak kawen lagi, pastu bini dier simbah ngan cuke getah... Mase dier kluar kenyataan yang girlpren dier nak jugak kawen ngan dier eventhough dier dah cacat segala, aku cam tak caye jer... kalo betul bagus la.. macam bini superman tu (laki dier patah tulang blakang, takley gerak dari tengkuk ke bawah... ) hapekebende tah name dier..aku lupe dah...

I'm not against people yang nak kawen lagi ni (haa...ikrom.. don't even think about it!! ---> kater tak kesah??) cume, make sure la yang diri tu MAMPU nak afford dari segala segi... bukannye mampu batin je cik abang oii... Kene la ADIL, even bini baru tu cantik cam Angelina Jolie pun, kene gak gi umah bini tua yang dah macam Dolly Parton tu... Ni, banyak kes yang aku penah dengar: Bini tua pon kene keja nak tampung family needs, lagi mau kawin lagi... Tunggu le duit bersepah, kire duit tu pakai jari kaki je ke... baru le leh nak pikir pasal kawin lagi... Tapi ader gak yang aku dengar yang bini tua dier sendirik gi pinang madu dier...dasat2.. tu memang tabik suspension la.. bukan spring dah...

Kesimpulan:
1) Macam-macam le manusia ni...
2) Sape yang nak menyahut seruan mamat kat link tu, sile lah...ahhahahah
3) Aku pun nak kawen gak... ahahhaha

tag taggie

2005-10-23T12:11:00.000+02:00

Alehai, ko tag aku buat ape a... huhuhu..

I'm quite busy trying to understand pic & the way it works (tu la last yr tido lagi).. So here goes...

7 things I plan to do before I die
1. Bertaubat
2. Have a perfect honeymoon
3. Have a house in the country side with a river nearby
4. Scuba diving
5. Have a happy family
6. Have a great job --> the one I won't feel bored after a year or two
7. To at least try to cook food from different continent

7 things I cannot do
1. Reading in a moving vehicle
2. Drink milky drink whilst eating
3. Read a book in my duvet --> tend to sleep
4. Consistent in what I'm doing --> I'm easily bored
5. Stay in my room for a long period
6. Study in library --> it freaks me
7. Manage money properly

7 things I can do
1. Drinking while laying down, even when I'm closing my eyes
2. Stretching
3. Sleep
4. Eat --> a lot!
5. Making models
6. Swearing while smiling
7. Make little kids cry & running for their mum --> just did that yesterday (I just stare at them & they went huaaaa...)

7 celebrity crushes
1. Tom cruise
2. Takeshi Kaneshiro
3. George clooney --> weird kan?? I actually dreamt about him once
4. Hmmm I don't know... most of the time,
5. I'm watcing movies without even
6. knowing who the actor or
7. actress are

7 often-repeated words at the moment
1. aaa....
2. buduh
3. cacat
4. alaaa
5. huh
6. aik
7. huhuhu --> phone or chat

7 things that attract me to the opposite sex
1. My feeling towards him --> I rarely talk to the person that I don't like
2. Biceps
3. Arms --> like to see the veins.. ooo sexy
4. Shoulder
5. Face
6. Voice
7. Intelligence

7 tags to go
1. Ikrom
2. Ciken
3. Kino
4. Aisyah
5. Afifah
6. Dilla
7. Sape yg nak buat menatang ni, sile sile

Sticky Song

2005-10-20T22:25:00.000+02:00

So, I have 2 assignments and 1 project to think about.. And what I'm doing??? Wasting my time writing my dear blog.. haih~~

I dedicate this song to my dearest sayang... Ikrom.. Wish I could sing as good as the pussycat dolls, but I'm neither a cat nor a doll.. So, u can sing it yourself~~ ehehehe

Ohhh.. Oh Oh..
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems as like everybody is breaking up
and throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, your the only one for me

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need
And now, I'm singing.. 'cause your so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you, baby you're with me

So don't cha worry about
people hanging around
they ain't bring us down
I know you, and you know me
and that's all that counts

So don't cha worry about
people hanging around
they ain't bring us down
I know you, and you know me
and that's why, that's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

Stick Wit U
by Pussycat Dolls

Kesimpulan:
1) Kite beli gam gajah nanti kayy??

Adventureku Siri 2

2005-10-17T19:43:00.000+02:00

Ok, we went to The Stonehenge last Sunday.. right after a hectic carboot adventure... I didn't buy anything significant (who buy significant stuff at carboot anyway?? But someone or everyone except me!! huhu...) I didn't buy the table I wanted just because it cost 7 quids (but it's a nice tiled table.. nicely suit my theme colour this year... brown & pastle) I bought 2 Van Gogh models ( 1 of each gender...for my bro), a vase that shatterd about 1 hour after I bought it, couple of small cottages & a bouquet of dahlia (I want to put it in that vase... I just stick the vase into shape again, and put the flower into it... genius!! Now I have a vase with a hole infront of it!!!) Someone bought a table, a bedside table, a cute pink sofa & an inflatable chair... (what with people and furniture these days??)

The journey was fine except we were very very very confused by the British road signs (again!!) Thankfully we manage to arrive at The Stonehenge and have enough time for audio tour & lots of picture taking sessions... Costing about 4 quids (student price), u have the privilege of visiting weird looking, moss covered huge stones, exposing yourself to wind & rain and buying their souvenirs... pretty good business eh? I don't know why on earth did people or alien or fairytale creatures ever built it.. eventough I was listening to the audio guide tour, nothing seems to be absorbed into my brain..

Arrive at last!!!

The only reason I stick this pic is because I look good in that coat.. ehehe

After being poured by rain & pounded by wind... I just want to go to the souvenir shop

I like this pic a lot!!!

Kesimpulan:
1) Travelling costs money & energy
2) I bought my own Stonehenge &amp; plan to build it & name it arfahenge... ahahahha
3) Saje jer paste mende ni

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers.
You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going.
And you can keep these thoughts going at any time.
You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Adventureku

2005-10-15T22:56:00.000+02:00

After my last entry, I've decided to do something new, amusing & fun (at least for me!).. So I've rented a car & somehow tried to find a way to the Asda Hypermarket (the one in Eastleigh).. After making a not-so-detail note of the route (referring to the aa route finder).. Azrin, Misa, Nadia & Me quickly decide to do it tonight, right after maghrib... (so, u didn't go to the Cantell school a?? Yes I Didn't, so shut it)

The journey starts as I'm trying to follow the route that was supposed to begin at Glen Eyre but after assuring that I'm smarter than that piece of paper, I just assume at which point to follow it... And it turn out to be not exactly wrong if u want to go to London !! but we're not going there although Azrin really want to (We'll tried it next time kayy??).. So we took a very long U-turn that I don't even know where the hell it was.. I just follow my trusted instinct & drive, Misa just kept quiet (I think she was afraid...eehehe) while Nadia & Azrin came out with many suggestions... (U see, when I'm driving, I can't even solve a simple math like 5 times 2..huhuhu)

OK, we start the journey again & this time I totally trusted that paper... we followed every bits of information written there.. And we lost again!!! (See, I'm right about that paper!!!) We couldn't find that damned Winchester Road!!! British road signs is quite small compared to Malaysia's.. So we Lost again and this time I've decided to drive slowly & read any sign telling that we're actually near that damned Asda Hypermarket.. I saw the small sign written 'hypermarket' and just follow it... Then.. Bam!!! we're there!! (there is no so such noise as bam!! when we discovered that road -->to the Hertz worker or manager if u're reading this which I doubt it)

What's so great about that Asda anyway?? Nothing, I'm just bored of my life at this point & this kind of adventure really makes me feel good... really good.. deep inside... ;D

P/s: Tomorrow we gonna go to the carboot & stonehenge... Hopefully we actually reach there.. Not that I had enough with these 'adventures' but once a week is enough... don't u agree?

Kesimpulan:
1) I am right about that paper
2) Dah buhsan camni ler....

Tak Best

2005-10-07T06:27:00.000+02:00

Aku tak berapa pasti kenapa aku taun ni sgt2 tak gembira & tak brape ingin kembali ke soton... senang citer I'm not looking forward to spend another year in soton... Sbb aku nak ikut mak bapak aku balik ke? Ke sbb dah tanak jauh ngan ikrom ke? (It's been 2 faithful years for ikrom & I... and I tell you, it’s not easy...) Ke ader sebab lain yang aku tak brape sure... Entahlah.. My aim this year is to Study more & do my job as a sec as good as possible and maybe next year aku tanak join msa dah... bley ke? Asal takley lak?

I want to travel more, see more, experience more not just malaysian in southampton (means I have to have a big fat pocket for it!! Huhuu... Do I have to work this year?? I dunno...Maybe..). This kind of idea struck me during my flight back to UK on the 24th... I sat beside a malaysian chinese & a soton student for 13 hours and I only manage to talk to her at the very end of our flight (I was very busy melayan mak & abah dlm flight) and it was entirely my fault... I should've initiated it earlier... We in soton have some kind of forbidden stuff to talk about... there some kind of eerie mist creeping around it... I do not wish to discuss it openly here.. And from my point of view, people in soton particularly malays have the tendency to sticks to malays and their groups and left other races struggling to find someone or some kind of group to hold on to...

My dad says that I should get to know other people (cuz I'm not that friendly & easily pissed...) than malaysian, perhaps the locals than maybe I won't feel the same way anymore about soton... But I'm not too sure about that... Ikrom might not like it.. I really-really want to get over this phase as quickly and painlessly as possible... 3 more years for me.. And it seems like forever... This is just what I felt during my 2 years in Sambest... (my way of dealing with it? I just do my studies, don't bother other people as long as they don't bother you, keep that mean face almost every time and go out whenever I have time to... And it worked! I almost didn't remember anything during that phase except for Ustz Ismail (I really-really don't like him...no wonder I failed my Tafsir..))

Kesimpulan:
1) Ader ke 600K kalo nak berenti pon?
2) Rindu kat mak & abah kut...

Kembalikanku

2005-10-03T07:05:00.000+02:00

Tajuk mengarut! aku serious tader idea nak tulis tajuk hape, lantakle!

Flat Baru

Aku dah masuk hall smlm, flatmate 2 melayu 4rm malaysia, 2 india 4rm trinidad & tobago, 1 chinese 4rm tatau (blom di interview) & sorang minah saleh 4rm woodshire ke hape.. Dapat dah beruk band ni, ok le..buat penyuka hati dikala lara...bley kite bervideo conference ek ikrom??? ehehehe.. suke~suke~~ Smlm aku tak dapat nak berfoya-foya ngan beruk ni pasal bapak aku nak nengok barang keter mini kat e-bay & kedai favnye kat Potters Bar tu... Taperle beralah le.. orang tua kan... ehehe Jgn mare wak!!

Potters Bar

Aku dapat rasakan aura yang aku akan berada di tempat ni sekurang-kurangnye sekali setaun... huhuhu Ini sume gara-gara bapakku yang tercinta la ni.. huhuh.. taper la.. seb baek tak jauh sgt 4rm london (30 mins), aku ingat haritu pegi dier dah borong abis dah.. ngan segala dashboard,window fittings, lampu, gear knob & bermacam jenis plate... rupe-rupenye skru tak beli lagi!!! ahahhaha so kene a dier pegi balik nak beli skru.. (tapi aku tak caya dier bawak balik skru je..sure ader la tambahannye huhuhu..)

Isle Of Wight

Hari ni ikut cadangannye nak gi kepulauan malibu ni.. (eheheh), saje je nak naik feri nuu... bapak aku kan suke besi, air laut & minyak itam... ekele!! tetibe kater tak jadi lak.. apeda... ahahha taper, aku gi lain kali... ahahhahaa

Hibernasi

2005-08-09T12:05:00.000+02:00

Dah lebey sebulan aku tak update atau menjenguk blog ini, sampaikan precision counter aku pon rosak.. aiyoo.. nak buat baru ke? malas! huhuhu..camne tak gemok... Ape yang aku buat kat umah sampai tak gi CC pon? huhu..keje-keje housewife biaser la.. (aku kan bercite-cite nak jadik housewife..siap nak buat roti lagi!! camner nak buat roti pon aku tatau..huhuh)

Aku cadang nak gi alumni this weekend, tp kene carik teman.. bapakku suruh le cik alifah temankan aku..(dier takut aku tak sampai KMYS, sampai genting lak.. ahhahaha).. tader mende sgt nak diupdatekan... huhu.. banyak sgt nak tulis, tp mcm tak berfaedah jer.. (mcm aku slalu tulis mende berfaedah la kan..)

Kesimpulan:
1. Aku tanak balik leh tak?? Nak dok sini je
2. Tolong mak kat umah lagi befaedah arfa..

Demam

2005-06-26T22:44:00.000+02:00

Sesungguhnye aku telah demam... bukanlah demam kepialu, AF mahupon kure-kure.. akan tetapi demam citer korea & demam nak balik.. ehehe.. ngengade lak si arpah ni..

Citer Korea:
Ni akibat dok lepak bilik si azrin aa ni, dah jangkit penyakit dier ni.. tapi aku rase aku tak la sekronik mane... Aku mmg sangat tak gemar ngan citer2 bersiri ni, bukan per.. tak larat aku nak tunggu citernye abis.. cukup le skali aku melayan citer2 zaman Oshin dulu.. yang tah brape ratus episode tah.. Seb baek Full House ni dier kasik skali 11 episode, aku abiskan 1 dvd 1 hari.. Overall ok la... Typical korean Love stories, macam gak My Sassy Girl, kalo couple tu baju mmg musti ala-ala sama....sweet aa tu.. ehehe.. , citer type2 tangkap nangis aa.. cam gak A Moment to Remember... aku rase citer korea yang aku tak nangis cume A story of Successful Girl je... tu pon pasal tgok reramai kat celey... eheheh.. *Gembeng tol aa...

Balik:
Yeay, tadik hantar barang secara express ke Safestore walaupon bukan turn aku nak hantar barang, patutnye aku MOnday ni... tapi dah barang dok2 Monte sikit sgt, terpakse la angkut akunye yg dah siap pack.. ni ader lagi 3-4 kotak plus duvet, cermin & hanger... huhuhu.. terpakse la buat trip lagi esok... haiyaa. Esok nak hantar computer ni kat umah orang, so ni last time la nak berpoya-poya ngan comp ni.. eheheh..
Tadi timbang beg, ehehe.. 26kg ok.. best2 tanak tambah dah.. sbb ni pon dah takley tutup dah.. cukup seksa nak tutup tadi.. Hand luggage aku plak dah 17kg.. sile2 kang ader yang patah tgn.. uhuhuh...

Kesimpulan:
1. Mencegah lebih baik dari mengubati...
2. Aku nak balikkk

Home

2005-06-21T13:50:00.000+02:00

I'm not home yet!! huwwaaa... nak balik!!

Sambung pack barang balik, after tergendala selama beberapa hari akibat Family Day (yang telah membuatkan aku terpaksa berjemur & akibatnye = SUNBURN huwwaa..) Sure bapak aku kutuk aa.. "Ni balik UK ke ulu kelang?" huhuhuhuh.. senyum jer la kalo dah kene...huhuh.. Family Day okla, cume start lambat... orang malas nak kuar awal kut... takpon sume bukannye nak main game, nak makan jer... nak kater ape kan?? nak kater keji kang.. terase lak... lantak korg la..asal aku dah buat keje... Nak letak ke gamba? aku malas nak upload... hehehe..

Pasal my financial probs, dah setel dah... pinjam dari Along, Angah, kak cik ehehehe.. tak de... aku Pinjam Dari kak De (ahahah...jgn mare..) Thanks so much la... terharu aku.. huhuhuh... ape? takyah bayar balik?? betol ke??? Waaahhh time kasey kak De!! Nnti aku blanje ko mkn... ape? tanak jugak?? Hmmm taper la camtu...
eehhehe... memain jer...

Kesimpulan:
1. Aku itam sekarang
2. Accom dah setel
3. Pekerjaan tetap aku skrg adelah pack barang... eheheh
4. Kak De = Yatie

My Other Life

2005-06-16T20:10:00.000+02:00

Bile aku datang kat sini, semua berubah.. not all la kan.. sesikit la... Hampir sume yang aku biaser buat masa kat Malaysia dulu dah tader dah... Hmm..rindu ke ngan my other life? Memang rindu...

Rindu nak balik kampung.. walaupon kampung aku dah tak macam kampung dah..
Rindu kedai Alam Ria tu.. Rindu mexican Bun.. hmmm (gemok le aku...)
Rindu Lawak saiko abah... Rindu citer mak, tolun dier jahit.. (aku tatau jahit sgt.. sesikit tu tau la..)
Rindu takyah pikir pasal duit, pasal bank bergerak mamang selalu disisi.. baik nak beli ais krim mahupon cd... Aduih.. bile la nak balik ni... huhuhu

Kesimpulan:
Sure parents aku expect aku dah berubah, makin berdikari ke.. matang ke.. comel lagi ke.. huhuhuhu.. Tapi aku rase aku tak berubah pon... even dah 21..

If you wondering what happened after my last entry... hmmm nothing much... I'm thinking of giving the Accom Office thire cheque on 20 or 21.. eventhough there is no money in the account... ehehe.. lantak le.. Hopefully they'll cash the cheque after 29... is it possible? I hope so... From my observations, the Hartley Reception will cash in the cheque on Thursdays.. takes from 8 to 15 days... Since the Accom Office is known for it's "Lembap"ness, hope it will take more than that... Solat Hajat aa pasni

Aduhaiii

2005-06-13T15:17:00.000+02:00

Dah sesiap nak gi town, dalam kepala dah ader la list barang yang nak beli.. tetibe tak jadi la... confirm aku tak kuar dah untuk beli barang dapur & sebagainye... (walaupon kat dapur tu ader sebijik telur, 2 ketul ayam, 6 ketul sosej, 1 packet pasta, 2 packet bubur, 1 packet kuah satay & 2 packet serunding... aik!! banyak gak...hmmm)

Tetibe tadi rase macam tengah galas beg berisi batu, pastu kepala kene hempap batu lak lagi.... aduhaii... Ni le akibatnye tak berjaga-jaga... Haritu aku dah calculate dah sume, rerase cukup le nak balik summer ni dengan syarat tader beli ape-ape extra dah... Tetiba satu berita hinggap kat lubang telinga nih... Takyah bayar Accom yang £150 tuh... Suruh Accom Office mintak kat sponsor... aku pon ngan senang hati & Happynye gi la shopping Sabtu hari tu... kat Portsmouth lagik... sure abis dlm £100 nye.. (coklat & everything)

Hari ni gi Accom Office nak suruh le dier claim kat sponsor... Tetibe pompuan tu kater... Deorang dah tak buat camtu dah.. pasal lambat.. suruh aku claim sendirik plak... (kalu claim sendirik tu, kene gune duit sendirik dulu la... Ape nih??? Huhuhuhu)

Aku serious tatau nak buat ape ni... hmmm tadik dlm nak jalan balik, memacam idea kuar kat kepala nih.. Seperti:

1) Bagi check tendang ke kat Accom Office
2) Nak mintak HSBC naikkan Credit Card Limit aku..(very unlikely to happen..)
3) Aplly Credit Card lain (takes 1-2 weeks, tu pon kalo dier tak silap hanto kat m'sia)
4) Mintak Sponsor bayar claim letrik aku cepat, before 21 (memang takkan terjadi la...)
5) Pinjam duit dak2 Soton yang kaye raye skrg... sorang 50 ke, 25 pon ok...
6) Pinjam kat orang yang ader Credit Card Limit banyak...
7) Mintak sedekah depan Accom Office (nnti dier nak halau leh aa ckp, ni nak bayar kat korang aa ni.. so shut up!!.. ahahah)
8) Keje sementara.. (kalo keje, dapat gaji bile dah 3 bulan keje.. tak logik2)
9) Bebuat mintak tukau hall, pastu nnti sure dier amik masa nak decide & nak bagi offer.. (so I could buy time sampai 29 June..bile gaji masuk)
10) Jual barang2 yang aku tamau kat e-bay (aku tatau nak jual weih...)
11) Jual Organ.. (macam Onizuka nak buat mase dier nak kumpul 5 mil utk gi Osaka.. ahahha bukan setakat leh bayar duit Accom, beli keter pon bley...)
12) Call abah, cakap tader duit.. (adeh.... tanak le yang ni... sian duh.. tgh hujung bulan ni... aku sesak, sier pon sesak gak..)

Ok, tu ajer yang aku leh recall balik, tapi aku sure at least ader 2 ke 3 lagi sebenarnye.. tapi tutttt.. takley cakap aaa.. ehehehe

Kepada sesape yang baca ni.. please aa bagi cadangan ape yang patut aku buat.... JUst State number brape punye cadangan kat shout box... ehehe.. macam polling plak... ahahaha

Kesimpulan:
Jangan cepat sangat percaya cakap orang, check sendirik lain kali... bukan maksud takley percaya orang tu.. takut news tu tak up to date...

The after effect

2005-06-09T02:43:00.000+02:00

Sorry for the late entry guys..ehehe enjoying my freedom right after the Energy & Systems paper.. The girls & me went to Safestore to book a room for this incoming summer hols.. Cost about £30 per person.. quite ok for someone as broke as me... huhuhu..

Since I locked myself from the outside world for about 3 weeks, not having any decent meals except for couple of toast per day plus drammatically reduced my sleeping time.. I'm not myself anymore..huhhu..
Took the bus for the first time in 3 weeks and gues what? I've become a SAKAI!! as my dad would say for someone that uncomfortable & feeling dizzy just by sitting in a moving vehicle... huhuh I think I need that motion sickness pills everytime I want to take the bus.

Tomorrow I'm going for a picnic! Yess.. need some air & sun.. but not to much of sun please...

Tagged by Alifah & Layen...

Total volume of music files on my computer:
12.9mb only... yess.. I'm not a big fan of music.. and rarely know who sings what... hopeless I say..

Last CD I bought:
Hmmm?? Really-really don't know & not sure... because u see, I got a mom who will gladly pay for these movie cds.. plus, I got a sister that is muvie freak.. so, I don't need to buy it because there's always someone who's going to

Song playing right now:
Your Song - Ewan McGregor & Alessandro Safina
It's one of the Moulin Rouge's Soundtrack..

Five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:
1. Motherland - Crystal Kay ( Fullmetal Alchemist )
2. Since you been gone - Kelly Clarkson
3. Sepet's closing song - by Sam something... I don't know the title or who actually sings it.. ahahah bantai la
4. Come what may - Ewan McGregor & Nicole Kidman ( Moulin Rouge)
5. I Found you - Ikrom (ahahaa.. recorded it when he sings it to me...heheeh)

Five people to whom i'm passing the baton:
1. Ikrom
2. Aisyah
3. Dilla (aku tau ko tader blog dah.. ahahahha)
4. Azrin
5. Nikman Shah

Kesimpulan:

what exactly is the purpose for this tagging or baton passing anyway?? Can we do it on something else beside music?? huhuhuh

Exam entryku

2005-06-02T22:48:00.000+02:00

Huhuhu... walaupon aku berniat untuk meletakkan entry ni lepas exam, tapi aku pikir balik... aku cakap lepas exam ape tak??? ahahhaha jahat aa kepala nihh!!!

Taper la, aku nak meluahkan perasaan agar menjadi peringatan untuk diri ni di masa hadapan...fuhhh!!

Arfa, lain kali study la awal-awal.... Datang kelas, tanye lecturer memaner yang tak paham... Buat latihan, jangan la tunggu lagi 2 minggu nak exam baru nak mengenal rupe bentuk soklannye... Brape soklan nak jawab pon baru tau... camner nih???

Sekarang sape susah?? Dah tak paham, pastu tak penah lak tengok formulae nih... Nak tanye pon tatau ape nak tanye.. Pasal satu bende pon tak paham.. Nak suruh ajar balik, cam rajin jer mamat tu nak ajar.. Dier pon bengang gaknye kalo aku cakap.. " Ermm.. Dr, sebenarnye saye tak paham satu hape pon yang Dr ajar dari first kelas.. bley tak kirenye atas jasa baik & budi perkerti Dr untuk mengajar saye semula secara express??.. Lebey molek kirenye Dr kasik contoh-contoh soklan yang nak kuar exam ni..."

Huhuhu... desperate thingking of a human being...

Kesimpulan:
Menyesal dahulu pendapatan, menyesal kemudian jadi macam saye

SpongeBob??

2005-05-16T03:25:00.000+02:00

Happy Birthday Mak!! Love you...

A stupid quiz!

Oki, does this mean I'm stupid?? Cuz I always make fun of patrick in the show due to his stupidness!! MY GOD!!!! (yatie know how to pronounce it my way.. ehehe)..

YOU ARE PATRICK THE STARFISH!

!!!WHAT SPONGEBOB CHARACTER ARE YOU!!!
brought to you by Quizilla

Kesimpulan:

1. I want to go HOME!!!!

2. I don't want any exams!!

3. I want more money so I could shop like the Hiltons!! Ahahhaa (this is lab's & arfa's wish!!..)

4. I don't want to be patrick!!!

Exams!!! (This is not me getting excited)

2005-05-13T02:38:00.000+02:00

Yeah, ni lah jadual penyeksaan aku... huhuh aduila... study pon blom abis ni...huhuhu..
Patut aku amik flight balik M'sia awal lagi kan?? huhu Asal ler aku amik 29 June??? Aduih..

Tuesday, 31 May ------> MATH1017w1 : 14.30: Jubilee : L1-25, M-Q (1-27), R1-13

Wednesday, 1 June ---> ELEC1008w1 (Digital) : 14.30: Bldg 2, Room 2065/2077 : LTH (D1-28, E-L (1-8)), LTJ (M1-15, N-T(1-7),V1-6)

Thursday, 2 June -----> ELEC1005w1 (Analogue): 9.30: Jubilee: G-L (1-25), M1-25

Tuesday, 7 June ------> ELEC1001w1 (Materials): 9.30: SU BLDG 42 : T7-15,V1-15,W1-14,X1-8

Tuesday, 7 June ------> ELEC1002w1 (Fields): 14.30: Jubilee: Q7-27,R1-25

Wednesday, 8 June --> ELEC1003w1 (Energy & Systems): 14.30: Jubilee: Q27,R1-27,S1-17

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan hambamu ini....amin

Kesimpulan:
Jadual exam aku tak best...rase nak gigit Sue White (walaupon bukan dier yang buat..huhuhu)

Very Very Sad Story

2005-05-11T03:00:00.000+02:00

I almost cry when reading this news (B.harian kodi siot.. kene tukau utusan..), not that it was romantic or anything (like A moment to remember).. But it just make me feel that there is no justice out there.. For me, he is a very strong guy.. not everyone will do this for his/her family, some of us will just run away from poverty & turn up in KL as some kind of singer or dancer or even minah 0r mat kilang (I heard that some of the factories are packing up their stuff & moving to China).. This is another version (by Roslan sms) of the same news.. With all the BTNs, do we still need the PLKN? With all the patriotisms taught in school, do we still need PLKN?

One of my cousins went to the PLKN & she actually enjoyed it.. Yess of course, she didn't have anything to do while waiting for her result (Like me..) except getting fat & watch too many TV (ermm the TV part Yess..not the fat part.. ehehe..). While this boy have to support his family with his RM30 per day earnings..

Kesimpulan:
I'm more sensitive lately... it is because I have to wait for Subuh?? huhuh..

Macam-macam

2005-05-08T12:26:00.000+02:00

Housemate
Last week, housemate mase aku kat Uniten dulu datang .. IJA JAWA namenye... ehehe.. kiddin' =p Thanks Ija sebab sudi ler datang ke Soton yang kodi ni... Naseb ler.. (Tu la, dulu En.Azman suruh gi UCL tanak.. kalu tak dah boley dapat rate London... Huuhuhu.. rate Soton miskin aa..)

Citer pasal rate, dengan ini diumumkan... aku telah menjadi miskin sebanyak £32 per month, Gilos... Orang lain naik elaun, YTN kurangkan elaun laks..sampai orang tanye "YTN dah tader duit ke?" adusss.. malas aku nak terangkan pasal mende ni... Orang YTN, tolong ler fikir camner kitorang nak idop ni...huhu aku dah dapat vision pasal uniform aku next year, Apron biru ader poket, sarung tangan, baldi... ehehehe..

Effina, Arfa & Ija

Barang Naik Harge
The reason aku decide untuk tulis entry adelah mende ni, setelah aku baca surat khabo M'sia (surat khabo sini tak baca pon... sape leh kasik link?? BBC ek?? aku nak sotonnye...)

Klaka pon ader aku baca menatang ni, camner Persatuan Pengguna bely kater camtu?? "Menakutkan & Tak masuk akal" sepatutnye direfer pada kenaikan minyak 2 kali setaun tu... Harga barang of course la naik, pasal transportation. Kalu harga barang tak naik, sape lak yang naik bayar untuk extra 20 sen seliter tu (lori pakai diesel)? Cadangan untuk peniaga menyerap cost tu sangat tak logik... I know the whole thing of kenaikan harga minyak ni atas alasan penyangak diesel (Nak prevent orang jual diesel ke Thailand dengan harga mahal, naikkan harga minyak M'sia supaya sama mahal e?? ),tapi kenapa pengguna yang kene tanggung kerugian?? Adekah penyangak tu kita? Bila aku fikir pasal sume ni, kepala jadi penin,jantung jd laju, perut sakit... memacam la...

So in the end, pengguna yang kene tekanan.. Rumah mahal, keter mahal, minyak mahal, tol mahal, ikan mahal, ayam mahal, daging mahal,duit hantaran mahal (for guys la...zaman sekarang sume orang pon berlumba-lumba sape duit hantaran paling mahal..isk isk isk.. Don't worry k? Aku tak letak mahal2 ehehehe (to whoever it concern)).... Hopefully mende ni bley diimbangkan denagn kenaikan gaji pekerja-pekerja, kalu tak sure jadi inflasi a... (tengok aa sikit masa lagi, musti la orang mintak naikkan gaji)..

Atas keperluan & kos hidup yang tinggi berbanding gaji yang rendah nilah aku rase kenaikkan kadar jenayah kat M'sia, yela.. cube bayangkan.. Satu family gaji around 3000, anak sekolah lagi, susu anak lagi.. dicampur nagn kemahalan sume bende.. Tader duit, orang pinjam kat Along, nak bayar balik tader duit.. Rompak aa ape lagi... Bukanlah aku kater sume orang buat camni, tapi tendency untuk jadi camni ader..

Kesimpulan:
Huhuhu.. Negaraku...

Pottery Classku

2005-05-01T12:32:00.000+02:00

Huahuahua... baru aku tau, rupenye aku berbakat dalam pottery nih!!! Sorry peps, tader gamba lagi..nanti biler cik Izi dah kasik, I'll stick it here.. Memule aku ingat nak buat ler mug for Ikrom, tapi desebabkan jumlah clay yang aku letak tu byk no.. dah berat plak..camner nak buat mug tu?? lagipon I'm not adventurous enough to try making the handle... MAybe next time once I've joined the club! Serious aku rase menarik... meh aa dak soton, join pottery club! just £15 per semester & u can come to the studio anytime you want between monday- thursday.. ehehehe... so bley aa lepak hehari & by the end of the sem, U'll have a complete set of tea set!! ahaha.. bley kalahkan Portmerion (in my dreams...) Nanti balik M'sia korg leh aa kasik kat mak sedara korang..so, taklyah aa beli tea set.. yg beli tu korang simpan untuk diri sendirk... ahahahha (jahat seyy.. tapi takyah aa habis sampai berpuluh pounds kan??)

Kesimpulan:
Okies, Exam is approaching.. I have to study.. (btw, is saver open today??)

Lab Electronicsku

2005-04-22T17:50:00.000+02:00

Hari ni adelah Lab Electronics yang aku tak berperasaan, selalunye memang nak ngamuk jer tengok segala wayar-wayar & muke supervisor-supervisor tu (except Kees de Groot of course!).. Dah la lab ni lab yang agak mengejut, dimana aku tahu pasal kewujudan lab ni semalam... Memang kelam-kabut abes nak buat preparation...huuhu Seb beak ader penolong, thanks kepada buku log senior..ahhaha..

Walaupon sepatutnye aku amat beremosi hari ni, ditambah dengan tensi dari source-source yang tak diketahui...aku berasa amat tenang, segala sakit jantung & demam kepialu ni ilang ngan serta-merta sebaik sahaja aku menatap PIC16F84A tu...

Tengah tatau nak buat ape ngan menatang ni bleh lak aku ngan cik Shira (lab partner aku..) bernyanyi... "Pffremm pffromm pffremm pffromm forty five....Pffremm pffromm pffremm pffromm forty five...." yang diulang bebanyak-banyak kali... Memang nak pecah perut aku tadik.. Thanks aa Aziz M.Osman! Walaupon citer tu tak best langsung, at least ianya mengembirakan insan-insan yang tak betol otaknye ini...

Semalam aku melayan SEPET, hmmm what should I say...(spoiler bagi cik Layen) Tader la se-Gah yang ku sangka, mungkin sebab aku bukan insan yang berseni, tak paham aa segala siratan atau simpulan-simpulan yang nak di bentangkan... Seriously, kat citer tu...ader banyak tak logicnye... ader ke orang gi party ngan kengkawan pakai baju kurung? kalupon tader baju pon, sure la pinjam baju kawan aa... aku cume suke gandingan Ida Nerina & Adiba jer...sangat best!! Cume aku tgok ni uncensored version ke?? Sbb ader gak scene yang aku rase takkan lepas aa kalu kat cinema Malaysia..... Tapi ending dier membuat aku tertanye-tanye...hmmm

Semalam gak aku layan Buai Laju-Laju, lakonan Eman Manan & Betty Banafe.... Citer pompuan jahat... Tapi seksi sangat la Betty dalam citer tu... ngan kain gaya janda melaramnye...tak tahan aku... Best ke citer ni?? tak best aa Buli lagik best!!!

Kesimpulan:
Aku rasa Rabun lagi best la!! Citer melayu,citer melayu.....

Strong, strong girl

2005-04-20T23:42:00.000+02:00

arfa was, is & always a strong girl- my mother said so, I didn't even cry even the doc give me my injection when I was an infant, I didn't even cry when the bike I rode fell into the drain (dragging me all along with it... I came out of the drain with blood all over me), I fought bigger boys when I was in primary school.. (we both cried at the end of the fight - I, because it is so painful to hear someone trash your own father.. Him, because I slammed his head with the chair plus 5 punches on the face)..

"We came alone, we'll go alone.."

Kesimpulan: I'm not in the best of moods but I'll survive...

Sekolahku

2005-04-17T17:53:00.000+02:00

Dah nak mula sekolah...
Kene bangun awal....
Kene gi lecture...
Kene baca buku....
Kene pekse...
Aaargghh!!!.....

Kesimpulan:
Penulis merasakan bahawa masa berfoya-foya baginya telah tiada dengan bermulanya sekolah, namun penulis masih lagi melakukan aktiviti-aktiviti yang tak berfaedah seperti tiada peperiksaan baginya....

Lock OUT!!

2005-04-15T15:18:00.000+02:00

Huwaaa!! Di petang yang hening yang disertai oleh awan hitam gebu & angin sepoi-sepoi, aku telah TERKUNCI di LUAR RUMAH....

1/2 jam sebelumnya....

Teponku berbunyi, tet tet tet...(lagu message girl-VE).. aku kerling ke teponku... "Ap?" Hmm..asal call aku lak ni? Angkat ler... rupenye nak pinjam iron mamat tu... aiseh, lupe lak sekolah dah nak start.. Aku pon capai aa coat pink berbulu beruang polar tu, sarung selipar unggu berbulu penguin & turun dengan malasnye... Dah kasik jer iron kat Ap, aku naik jer tangga baru ler ingat. AKU TAK BAWAK KUNCI, PINTU TERKUNCI!!! Aaaarrrgghhh!!! aku naik gak, maner tau aku tersilap.. tapi ternyata aku tak silap...huwawawa...

Aku turun balik kejar Ap, tanye ler dier camner nak buat... Haa..intercom kat laundry!! Aku tekan2 kat buatng warden, tader plak yang jawab.. same goes for reception.. Aaaa... Aku masuk balik block, capai fon..ingat nak call Ap mintak number reception.. Alhamdulillah kat fon tu ader tulis.. Ape lagi.. call ler mamat reception tu plak.. Dah dier suruh dtg reception plak...jauh tu... chiess Dah la kepala ni pakai hood coat jer.. aduila..

Aku pon ngan gaya orang kalah judinye start nak berjalan ke reception.. (bayangkan ngan selipar berbulu, seluar putih & coat pink...haruuu) Tetibe nampak lak ader manusia di kejauhan sinun memakai tudung berjalan ke arah Hartley... Kak Fita rupenye... citer ler dalam kader express, pinjam tudung & kasut dier then jalan ke reception...

Sampai kat reception, kene lak tunggu pasal ader orang before aku... lame la plak tu...aduih.. Sampai turn aku... ngan nada mintak kesian pon aku cakap.. " I lock myself out..." mamat tu gelak jer.. siot la... pastu dier tanye aku dok maner.. biler cakap kat HArtley, dier pon mengeluh pasal jauh.. ahahha.. sila la tgok aku.. aku kene jalan tau!! huhuh..

Pastu dier calling2 la kawan dier... cakap nanti aku tunggu depan HArtley, ok ler.. aku jalan ler balik.. (ok, hari ni takyah gi co-op untuk exercise!! pasal dah jalan dah.. cheh!! ngelat!) Pastu aku tunggu la dalam 5 mins, tetibe lak kawan die rtu kuar dari laundry DEPAN BLOCK AKU!!! Chiess tahap dewa la kan...

Kesimpulan:
1) Jangan lupe kunci yer adik-adik
2) Thanks kak Fita for the tudung & kasut
3) Thanks kak Fedi for the mirror

A Moment to Remember

2005-04-11T21:30:00.000+02:00

Aaahhh!!! Sekian lama aku tak melayan citer-citer jiwang ni & tetiba tadi cik Yatie kasik lak aku citer ni... huhuh Giler romantik & sedey la citer dier... Eventho heronye tak ler hensem maner & tak pandai menangis... Jalan citer dier lebey kurang cam Tuesdays with Morrie (Except Morrie dah tua, student dtg tengok dier every tuesdays.. but.. jenis-jenis berpenyakit ni lerr...whatever) tapi yang ader penyakitnye Pompuan tu laks & umur dier baru jer 27 & baru jer kawen.... tak ke sadis tu...

Alzheimer, takpon nyanyuk... Agak tragis kalo aku fikirkan, iyer la.. who knows tetiba di-diagnose ngan penyakit-penyakit yang sekampung dengannye... (Make sure ader symptoms-symptomsnye dulu okie??)

Early Symptoms of Alzheimer:

The early stages of Alzheimer's may last for more than four years and may be mistaken for ordinary signs of aging.

1) Short term memory begins to be affected. The individual may find it harder to recall the names of new acquaintances. Short term memory recall seems less accurate than it once was: keys, eyeglasses, and familiar items are displaced more often.

2) Long term memory is not affected yet, making it easy to believe lowered recall is simply a result of "getting old." The learning of new skills, and their retention, seems harder than it once was.

3) Subtle impairment of language abilities is another early Alzheimer's symptom. People may find it harder to "find the right word."

4) Abstract thinking deteriorates as the early stages of Alzheimer's disease progress. Planning, mental math, and other cognitive functions become more difficult and challenging than in the past.

5) As early symptoms slowly worsen, family members may notice a change in personality or more frequent mood swings. Mood swings are caused by the frustration, anger, and fear caused by short term memory and cognitive deterioration. In some cases, these symptoms may worsen at nighttime, a phenomenon known as "sundowning."

6) The individual may be aware that something is wrong, but often denies the problem. Many spouses misinterpret the sudden mood swings and hostile behavior as signs of a relationship problem.

7) Although subtle, the deterioration of short term memory recall and cognitive retention can be noticed in clinical testing and medical interviews at this stage of Alzheimer's. Early treatment can slow the progression of the disease.

Tapi kalo baru 20 plus dah ader tanda-tanda ni, cepat-cepat ler gi Hospital... buat MRI ke CAT ke...huhuh

Kesimpulan:
Life is unpredictable, one day you're on top of the world, the next day you're at the bottom...

¿Cuánto?

2005-04-09T11:31:00.000+02:00

Tanned, Tired, Sick & Broke

Inilah akibatnye setelah aku menghabiskan hampir seminggu dari cutiku di Spain. Rerasenye sakit tu tader kene-mengena kut, pasal aku start sakit kat umah cik Layen..(Umah ko ader virus ke?? ahahha). Berselimut, ditemani secawan Nescafe,berkumandang lagu Hemorrhage-Fuel & diselang-seli ngan batuk2 aku start tulis entry ni..
Aku seriously tatau nak start katner....hmmm.. virus2 batuk & selesema ni membuatkan aku sedikit biol dari kebiasaannye.. huhuhu.. Okep.

Trip kali ni di-organise oleh aku & cik Layen kite, seronot giler buat planning untuk mende ni.. Maybe sebab before this aku asyik ikut trip yang orang lain buat jer & aku tak rase susah ke, tension ke... Tapi kali ni biler dah buat sendirik, aku rase best sangat..rase macam main management game (The Sim, Theme Hospital, Rollercoaster Tycoon & segala jenis yang aku penah main kat KMYS dulu... huwaa asal tetiba rindu KMYS lak ni!!! )

London

Setelah menjadi ahli setinggan kat umah cik Layen selama sehari & ajak pemakanan kita menyediakan makanan untuk malamnya, dalam kol 9 lebey (pagi) kitorang start bertolak ke Victorian Station. Amik ler Nat. Exp ke Stansted Airport.. inagtkan laju ler.. tapi lembap tahap cipan, mahal jer lebey! Sesampai jer kat Stansted jer dah kol 1.15, maka kami pon berlari-lari mak ayam ke kaunter check in... Mak Ooooiii!!! ramainye manusia... huhuhu kene la beratur, dah ler sesekor lembap buat keje..aduhai...huhuhu Alhamdulillah sempat check-in. Pastu aksi maraton ler kan..dah ler gate 49 tu jauh bapak, ader lak yang sangkut maser security check..seb baek tak kene raba (aku ler..ahhaha orang lain tu..kesian...isk isk isk)

Barcelona

Sampai sane jer dah kol 5.35 petang, carik kaunter Barcelona Bus & beli ler tiket untuk anak-anak kesayanganku sekalian.. Tanye ler minah kaunter tu biler basnye?? dier kater: " 10 minutes".. tunggu punye tunggu, tak naik-naik gak bas ni...hmm.. tanye lagi.. dier kater: "5 minutes, go" ahhaahah naseb ko la... rerase cam dah lebey 10 minit kitorang dok depan bas tu..hmmm

Menuggu pakcik bas layan fogging...huhuhu

Sampai jer kat Estacio Del Nord (stesen bas), carik ler map kat info.. makcik info tu dah ler kerek..tanye cam tanak jawab jer... aduhai... tanak keje ker makcik??? Pastu kitorang pon angkut ler bag ke Stesen Metro terdekat (Arc de Triomf)... dah ler banyak tangga.. (Turun tangga tder escalator, naik pon in some station jer).. Turun kat Jaume 1 then carik ler New York Hostel yang macam umah urut jer aku tengok...ahahhaha Sorry la anak-anakku..mak maner ler survey hostelnye, kat net dier tunjuk cam cantik jer...huhuhhu Setelah aksi penyeludupan, kitorang pon berjalan ler..(untuk makan bekalan ajk pemakanan kite).. dah ler tepi laut, sejuk lak tu...aduh.. cam Sweden lak..ahahha

Tarragona

Okep, dah bangun agak awal & bertolak ke Barcelona Sants (amik train gi Tarragona lak).. Setelah aksi bahasa isyarat & aksi manusia memotong barisan, kitorang 13 orang dok ler tunggu trainnye... Jumpe lak sorang pakcik yang leh cakap english.. Tanye ler dari maner ler manusia yang batak amik gamba atas platform ni.. Biler cakap Malaysia, tak kenal lak.. cakap Singapore ler... (Kenyataan yang menyakitkan?? haha)

Silela...kat platform pon nak amik gamba..ehehhe

Dah check in kat Hotel Urbis, kitorang try ler nak amik bas ke Port Aventura.. Tapi, apakan daya.. Minah jual tiket tu AYAM, aku lak cakap bahasa MONYET... (iikk..iikkk.. ahahha) tader ler tiket yang terbeli kan.. ahahhah.. amik train ler plak.. Alhamdulillah mamat tu at least paham ape yang aku cakap (aku maner tau spanish daa.. ¿Cuánto? aku tau ler...)

Sesampai kat Port Aventura, Aiikk??? Asal macam tader orang jer ni? Hmmm..best gak.. cam Park ni ana yang punya la kan... Kitorang start aa explore Park tu... Hmm..menarik.. pasal tader orang sangat, kitorang pon tader ler rush nak naik rides yang ader...

Malas nak citer, tengok gamba la eek?? ahahhaa

Port Aventura.. Ape Layen tak buat gaya...

Atas boat, ni memang sah nak tan la kan...ader tempat teduh dok bawah matahari...

Dragon Khan... Okla.. penin je lebey.. Stampida lagi best!!!

Sign yang paling pelik aku penah tengok....ahahha

Hurakan Condor yang tak bukak lagi..tensi jer...

Minah cacat ni beli segala souvenir then terus pakai... even kasut yang dier pakai tu pon beli kat sini...

Tagarrona Beach....

Barcelona Again

Kitorang start the day ngan "A salty lunch under the Sun" Ok ler, merase gak aku makan seafood.. tapi..tapi..tapi.. aku nak ketam woii!! ahahha.. taper aa nanti panjang umur suruh mak aku masak ler kat Malaysia, sure lagi sedap dari mamat tu masak.. heheh

Silela...aku ingat nak suruh pakcik tu bukak payung..tapi....

Setelah bejalan ngan jauhnya atas kesilapan teknikal, sampai ler kitorang kat FC Barcelona Stadium (I'm not a fan of football, I can't relate why would anyone waste their money for fooball.. except Layen's answer.. handsome players? Maybe..huhuh)

Kepenatan + Kesakitan....(aku ler..)

Then, off to Sagrada Famillia.. eewww.. gile hodoh aa.. tapi once perhati bebetul..agak menarik, sebab details dier.. tapi seriously Gaudi, kene ke letak manyak sangat mende kat dinding??? Buah-buahan, Pokok Krismas, Pembesar Suara... ahahahha kelakau.. Tapi mende ni tak siap2.. & Gaudi hanye sempat siapkan 1 of the 18 towers... Hanye mereka yang rajin & kaye jer yang naik mende ni... tader keje la aku nak bayar 8 euro kan.. baik aku beli souvenir..ahhaahaha

Sagrada Famillia...try carik buah-buahan, pokok krismas & speaker... senang jer..ehehehe

Aimi & Acad kat verandahnye... weih, nak gak gamba dari atas!!

Casa Mila, atau La Pedrera (The Stone Quarry).. Aku rase Gaudi's Creation yang paling normal

CasaBatllo, atau Candy House bak kate Layen.. AKu suke sangat tengok bumbung dier.. macam teko pon ader.. Verandah dier lak macam mask..ehehhe.. This is the story behind it's shape...
The cross of St George is stuck into the dragon's back on the tiled ceramic roof. Under its body the dragon has collected the bones (balconies) & skeleteons (bays on the ground floor) of its victims.

Tapikan...maner kepala naganye????

Monument a Colom, sepatutnye leh naik & view the city from its balcony..tapi kitorang tak sempat..sebab dah tutup... huhhu

Rambla del Mar, jambatan kayu connecting the city ngan Port Vell... we were lucky enough to see a ship pass thru the bridge...

Toot...toooot... tumpang lalu.....

Unfortunately, kitorang tak dapat nak gi Arc de Triomf walaupon dekat jer ngan Stesen bas tu...huhuh.. tader rezki, nak buat camner...

Overall:
Lots of Thanks to Layen,Izi,Nadia,Azrin,Misa,Baby,Mimi,Shaza,Aimi,Acad,Azmir & Zaki for joining the trip & keeping me smiling even when I'm stressed out. & thanks for being patient with me...

Kesimpulan: Jom gi trip lagi!!! ahahha biler dah ader duit la kan...sekrang dah pokai abes aa... kene ke pinjam ceti lagi?? hmmmm

Cutiku

2005-03-24T20:20:00.000+01:00

Setelah penat aku bermain & tido dalam kelas selama sebulan lebey, kini tibalah masa untuk aku bermain-main diwaktu cuti pula... Start jer cuti aku terus gi jenjelan, sampai bapak aku pon pelik. "Bejalan jer, kang tak pass kang camner?" kata bapakku.. huhuhu.. baik abah, nanti lepas balik Spain Ipah blajar okie?

Nakk!!!! (bebudak rebut gula-gula..isk..isk..isk)

Okie, hari ahad hari tu kitorang gi naik kuda & maen kayak... Firstly kami gi ler ke stable kuda tu, yang aku tak ingat namanya.. excited sangat nak naik kude... Session kitorang start kol 10 pagi, tapi kol 9 kami dah berada di tempat kejadian.. so kitorang pon ronda-ronda ler kat stable tu sambil membaca name-name kude & nengok dier breakfast (rumput masak belacan). Pastu kami dihalau kerana menggangu kuda-kuda di stable tu yang baru jer bangun tido & nak breakfast.. (mane tak kene halau, biseng sangat..kaget kude-kude tu dengar).. So, kami pon membawa diri di tengah kesejukan alam mencari-cari tempat bertumpang teduh.. Kitorang pon dok ler kat lounge hotel yang berdekatan, (ala-ala cam nak check in jer.. pastu batak-batak amik gamba dalam hotel tu.. siap intai chef cute dier kat dapur.. eheh). Dalam 15 lagi nak kol 10 kitorang gi balik ke stable tu.. pastu dier pon kasik aa helmet & name kude yang kitorang akan naik... (saiz kepala aku 5 & name kuda aku MERLYN). Dan kuda aku adelah satu-satunye kuda putih dalam session kami.. bangga siot... patutnya cik Yatie yang memakai baju putih tu yang naik kude ni, baru ler padan.. aku nak naik KENNY, tapi instructor tu lak yang naik...cisss

Arfa aka Gandalf, Merlyn & Yatie Hangcho

Sekali tengok cam Gandalf, 2 kali tengok cam sakai

Then, dah abes menyakitkan bontot & kaki ditambah lak ngan rencah bosan (sebab sebenarnye takyah steer kuda tu pon taper, aku takyah pegang tali tu pon taper... pasal ape???? kude tu ikut bontot kude depan tu jer... huhuh kecuali aa bile nak telanggar pokok ke, baru ler aku steer sesikit... lagi satu...pasal takleh lari sangat... AKU NAK KUDAKU LARI GAGAH BERANI!!! )

Mak ngan anaknya, (gamba diambil oleh bapaknye..ehehe)

Kitorang gi ketempat kayak ler plak.. Avon Tyrell namenye... kat sini ader memacam aa bende leh buat.. cam camp gak ler.. aku nampak archery & wll climbingnye tempat... oki,setelah Richard mengenalkan kami ngan peralatan-peralatannye.. kitorang pon gi ler mengayak... tapi cara dier pelik siot. sebab aku biase kayak kat laut.. ni kat tasik ler plak.. (kitorang disuruh masuk dalam kayak tu, sorang satu mind you.. then rock the kayak sampai dier jatuh dalam tasik..HORROR tak?? huhuh) Tapi biler dah masuk tu smooth a.. aku ingat main kayak ni just pusing-pusing satu tasik menikmati panorama alam ke ape.. rupenya ader game tu.. kami dipaksa bermain 2 game bersama Richard yang miang-ming tebu tu.. First Polo air, then main cam kejar-kajar (aku tak ingat name game tu...) giler aa dier kayuh cam ader enjin motobot la kan... tengok tangan ler...eheheh

Look at those biseps!!! hwohoo.. Richard gedik

Avon Tyrell, Arfa & Daffodils

Skill berkayak sesorang, seronot siot..tapi senang tebalik

k & menetap di Caravan kat Hoburn Bashley Park.. Hmm.. kat sane ader la pengisian, BBQ (bukannye kitorang masak, makan jer) & segala macam activiti (OBH & aerobik pelik ahahha)

Deretan caravan yang mewah...(tgok dalam aa...)

Okies, otak aku dah buntu ni.. nanti gi Spain aku update lagi..

Jiwang abes!!!

Isteri-isteri menunggu kepulangan suami di muara sungai

Salah seorang tertuduh dalam kes kehilangan Daisy

Weih, tu untuk 12 years old & under la.... tak senonoh tol Izi ni

Beg tangan fesyen terkini, jenama Waterstone..(digilai ramai khususnya dak-dak yg gi caravan)

Bibiku.... Cuci bibik!!! Jangan asyik posing aja... eheheh

Kesimpulan: Doakan ler Trip Spain kami ni berjalan lancar... Amin..

Jatuh Cintaku

2005-03-17T01:11:00.000+01:00

Hari ni aku jatuh cinta!!! [ Cinta pada pandang yg kali ke berapa ntah ..aku pn x sure…raser x nak masuk bilik jer…masa kuar jer dr bilik tadi..aku raser cam mood aku hari ni telah menjadi VERY GOOD DAY, even though aku tak nampak satu pun kereta merah..hanya org yg dah bacer cerita THE CURIOUS INCIDENT OF THE DOG IN THE NIGHT –TIME jer yang paham..huhuhu….sekian terima kaseh….muahaaaahahahahah ](segala kenyataan dalam bracket [] ini ditulis oleh Nuriziani Hussin, dah la ceroboh bilik orang, suke-suki jer tulis..tapi taper, kasik aa peluang dier nak tunjukkan bakat..yer dak??)

Okie, aku sambung balik.. Hari ni aku jatuh cinta!!! Buat pertama kalinya aku cintakan cuaca Soton, aku rase cam ader kat tepi pantai (walaupon Soton mmg kat tepi pantai, what I mean is Malaysia punya pantai…) Warm, tapi taklah sampai membakar.. breezy, aku kuar hari ni pakai T-shirt & jeans saje. Giler best!! rase cam tanak masuk bilik, nak jer aku picnic + baring2 kat taman depan suarau nu...tapi nanti kontroversi la plak..ahahahah. Tapi apakan daya, aku kene balik bilik jugak, sebab usrah kali ni kat bilik aku lak (walaupon sepatutnye turn Misa...taun depan jer la kat bilik Misa. Sape suruh dok jejauh sangat??...ehehhe)

Hari ni aku di ingatkan tentang berkorban & aku terfikir...hmmm.. pengorbanan memang susah ler kite nak buat, baik dari segi Masa atau Wang.. seriously.... I've been there, It is really hard. It makes you just want to break down & cry....

Okie people, I need to sleep!! kalu tak sure miss kelas Material pagi esok.. dah ler memang muke budak datang lambat... Sorry Dr...erm..erm.. I forgot your name Sir!!! Sorry!!

Kesimpulan: Aku start suke dok kat sini & macam tak percaya Summer is approaching, Can't wait to see Home again...

KeesKu

2005-03-15T14:41:00.000+01:00

Setelah aku membaca blog cik Yatie kite, aku terase tetibe ada aura yang memanggil-manggil aku untuk update blog juge... (pagi tadi cam rase nak update, tapi malas la plak)

AMARAN KERAS KERAJAAN MALAYSIA:

SEGALA TULISAN DIBAWAH INI TIDAKLAH MENGGAMBARKAN DIRI SEBENAR PENULIS KETIKA BELIAU WARAS.

Telah seminggu aku tak nampak heroku Kees De Groot, last sekali aku melihatnye adalah ketika kami bermesra di Lab Electonics dimana cik Shira telah menarik perhatiannye dengan mengliat (buat-buat angkat tangan ler tu...ahah) & dier terus datang tanye ade problem ke??? Aaahhh!!! Bestnye!! Lab Electronics paing bahagia pernah aku alami, hmm aku nak try amik gamba dier & post kat sini aa..baru aa best!!! bley tengok hehari...hahahhaa..

Semalam tader supervision Field la plak, tak dapat aku tengok dier ( aler, cam tak penah ponteng kelas dier jer...chiitt) & hari ni aku start hariku ngan harapan dapat ler aku menatap wajah yang ku rindu itu, tetibe Izi call aa aku pagi tadik (Sebab aku selalu masuk kelas lambat, start kol 9, aku dari umah kol 9... taktiknye, nnti mesti dier notice sape yang masuk lambat kan?? ahahha keji giler aku..)

So, here I'm tengah tunggu date ngan Paul Lewin lak... dier pon bley tahan (mase memude la, sekarang dah macam orang mengandung 6 bulan of course tak selera) ahaahah..

Kesimpulan: Gersang ke cik Arfa??

Lopesku

2005-03-06T13:53:00.000+01:00

It's been a long time since I personally write in this blog (not that all this time I had my secretary to type it all.. She had other work to do.. =P) Ok, here goes..

We had IAW (Islamic Awareness Week) conducted by ISOC, I've collected loads of leaflets & free mags that I won't probably read them all... maybe someday I will.. I've received all my books from qpd last week and managed to read one of them (The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Hadden) pretty mouthful for a half inch thick book... It's a story about a psycho 15 yr old boy (not that kind of psycho, he had this syndrome which I failed to recall it's name) He hate to be touched or being in a crowded place, Determine his moods by the number of RED or YELLOW car he passes on his way to school, Don't like his food to touch each other (peas and baked bean can't have any sort of contact... u can imagine), Love maths, Like to scream like 5 years old & always carry a Swiss Army Knife like someone want to kidnapped him... (phew!!)
This book is written such that The psycho boy that actually wrote it (not to mention all those A-level maths formulae and he wrote everything he sees... billboards & signs in the tube)

This Wednesday SOTON will have it's Malaysian Food Fest thingy, and guess what?? I'm supposed to make KUEH LOPES!! When my dad heard about this last night, he suggested me to make something else that is easy --> CEKODOK which I don't even know how to make!! (not that I know how to make LOPESlah) But all is said, & I have to do it!! Sorry to all those people that going to buy my kueh (dak soton tak beli, jaga korang!!! ahahha)

p/s: Misa is the one that going to make the kueh, (I'm just sibuk-sibuk around her =P)

Kesimpulan:
1) Makanlah kueh-mueh tempatan (in my case, pasties!!),
2) Bapak aku suke makan lopes, so aku pon nak blaja buat lopes la...(sweet tak aku?? Dad!! I love u ehehe)

Sile la..jalan la plak

2005-03-01T22:53:00.000+01:00

1. Jika berjalan, dari belakang kelihatan seperti tidak memijak tanah.Golongan wanita yang jalannya berginjat, konon wanita ini adalah wanita yang tidak jujur, kalau berbual, mulutnya laser dan menyinggung perasaan orang lain. Wanita yang berjalan seperti ini juga terkenal dengan sikap egonya.Lebih parah, wanita ini biasanya pemboros atau suka membazir wang tanpa berfikir sebelum berbelanja. Padahal, wang yang dimilikinya itu masih banyak kegunaannya. Tapi jangan berkecil hati, kerana wanita seperti ini biasanya menjadi pujaan ramai lelaki.

2. Jika berjalan, sering menoleh ke kanan and kiri.Wanita seperti ini biasanya pandai menyimpan rahsia. Walaupun ramai yang menganggap wanita seperti ini tidak jujur, suka menipu teman sendiri,dan merugikan teman bualnya, namun, ramai lelaki yang berusaha untuk menakluk hatinya. Konon wanita seperti ini senang diatur dan diuruskan.

3. Jika berjalan suka menunduk.Cara be rjalan melambangkan wanita seperti ini memiliki sifat yang tertutup. Ia hanya akan berbual dengan orang-orang yang rapat dengannya dan boleh dipercayai untuk menyimpan rahsianya. Wanita seperti ini biasanya sukar untuk ditakluk hatinya. Disamping sikapnya yang dingin, wanita seperti ini tidak peduli dengan kehidupan cinta. Namun, jika ada lelaki yang berjaya menawan hati wanita dengan cara berjalan menunduk ini, dijamin akan mendapat kebahagiaan. Sebab, wanita jenis ini sangat setia, dan dia tidak akan mengkhianati lelaki yang dicintainya.

4. Jika berjalan menatap lurus ke depan.Wanita seperti ini biasanya memiliki pendirian yang teguh, bukan senang hendak menggoncangkan imannya.Jangan sekali-sekali menentang apa yang pernah dikatanya, jika anda tidak mahu mendengar dia berleter panjang lear. Meski pendiriannya teguh, tapi dia selalu berselisih pendapat. Jangan hairan jika wanita seperti ini hanya mahu berbual dengan orang yang berpengalaman luas.

5. Jika berjala n badan bergerak ke kann dan kiri.Wanita yang berjala dengan gaya yang sedemikian tidak ambl kisah dengan masalah yang berlaku. Apa pun masalah yang ada dihadapannya, dia dianggap kecil. Padahal masalah itu sebenarnya memerlukan kebijaksanaan untuk diselesaikan. Kerana sifatnya yang suka ambil mudah ini, banyak persalan yang akhirnya tidak dapat diselesaikan dan akibatnya merugikan dirinya sendiri.

6. Jika berjalan badan tampak tegak.Wanita ini tegas menentukan sikapnya sendiri. Dia tidak mahu urusan peribadinya dicampur oleh orang lain. Gaya bicaranya serius seperti ingin menunjukkan dia memiliki pendirian teguh. Yang menarik dari wanita ini, dia bertanggungjawap terhadap apa yang pernah dilakukannya. Dia menyenangi lelaki yang berdikari tanpa meninggalkan sifat-sifat romantiknya.

7. Jika berjalan seperti zirafah.Maksudnya, ketika melangkahkan kaki ,badannya ia kelihatan bergerak ke depan dan ke belakang. Wanita jenis ini sangat lemah perasaannya. Dia seorang yang mudah terasa dan mudah tersinggung. Jadi, jika anda berbual dengan wanita seperti ini kenalah menjaga perasaannya agar tidak tersinggung, kerana wanita ini mudah mengalirkan air mata.

Aku musti yang ke-3 la kan... dah la pemalu, of course kene jalan tunduk.. =P
Adekah personaliti membuatkan kite berjalan sedemikian??
Kenape jalan orang pompuan jer yang diperhatikan & dikaji???
Ade kajian pasal lelaki berjalan tak??

Kesimpulan: Tanya Mark Nixon la, dier kan buat research pasal cara berjalan manusia ni...

Salji, Batak & Pokai

2005-02-23T00:09:00.000+01:00

Sesungguhnye Soton telah pon snow... Bangun pagi tadi tengok ader la sikit salji malu-malu ayam... Bile keluar nak gi kelas dah cair la plak..tak dapat ler aku nak bergamba.. so aku pon sumbat jer camera dalam beg, maner ler tau turun lagi ke...huhuhu

Tadi gi Asda yang telah lame aku tinggalkan... beli la sikit food & lotion yang dah 2 hari abes tu.... Biler keluar asda jer, aku tengok ader blizzard!!! (ahahha mimpi la... ujan salji jer... tapi byk aa...) Aku pon ngan bataknye mengambil gamba bersame2 encik salji itu... Aku ngan izi jer la...yatie control ensem tanak amik gamba kunun...ahahha aku ngan gaya-gaya penan mendapat bola kristal pon kegumbiraan melihat encik salji itu... sure mat saleh kat bus station tu pelik tgok aku...naseb la... tgok muke pon dier tau tak penah nampak salji...

Dengan ini diumumkan bahawasanya saya, Arfa telah pon pokai... ni second time aku pokai selame ader kat sini...siler la... ni semua berpunca dari gaya perbelanjaanku yang boros serta mulut & tangan yang gatai!!! (sbb bill fon aku sekali lagik melangit setinggi gunung everest! kali ni lebey tinggi dari last month!!! Oh my god!!!! ARFAH INSAP LA... ) Aku takkan state brapekah harge bilnye kerana korang akan tau betape kroniknye masalah aku dan fonku...hopefully next month tader la camni lagi (pakcik gi obs la kan...) Nnti dier dah balik jadik gak lagi ke????? Aaarrggh!!!

Kesimpulan: Nak makan basuhlah tangan

Hmm..really????

2005-02-18T22:48:00.000+01:00

Is your birthday day 14 of the month?

>Your Life <
You are so confident that sometimes you forget
about the people around you. If you have to be in
one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the
winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and
caring but above all, you care for your own
benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets
implemented shortly after it comes across.

>Your Love <
You will not get soft with the one you don't really
like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once
you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no
getting back.

Is your birthday day 2 of the month?

>Your Life <
You have great common sense but usually fail to
follow through. This might happens because you
are too busy with your mission and shut yourself
from the outside world. You are clever and
profound so there's a slight chance for self-control
problem.

>Your Love <
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem
to be contented with your unrequited love. Your are
a romantic and loyal lover.

Pembaziran

2005-02-13T03:20:00.000+01:00

Satu lagi hari telah dibazirkan oleh aku yang pemalas!!!!...

Bermula dengan pagi yang amat lewat serta disusuli oleh branch yang amat sempoi aku mulakan hari yang amat aku sia-siakan. Aku mulakan azamku hari ini dengan membuat "list to do":

1. Notes Digital Circuits
2. Baca Material
3. Notes Analogue
4. Latihan Maths
5. Notes Field
6. Energy & systems?

Yang akhirnya tidaklah aku penuhi & aku tepati, aku hanya berjaya membuat latihan maths module 10 dimana aku mula pada jam 2 petang hingga jam selesainye adalah 2 pagi.. So ridiculus!!!! Dan sudah tentu aku berpoya-poya diantaranya... Hasratku untuk berkunjung ke rumah yatie untuk menghiburkan diri dengan menonton surirumah gersang terbantut kerana beliau hendak berpoya-poya di bandar yang berdekatan. Tidak mengapalah, mungkin esok masih ada.

Jadi, aku dengan irama kebosanan menghabiskan sisa-sisa minit percumaku dengan menalifon encik ikrom kerana beliau akan bertolak ke Lumut untuk menghadiri OBS (dimana aku tidak pasti apakah maksudnya... mungkin cik layen boleh menolong aku). Beliau akan bertolak pada Isnin ini, iaitu bersamaan dengan tarikh jatuhnya hari jadi aku pada tahun ini... Sangat menyedihkan??? Lebih kurang bergitulah...tapi jikalau beliau tiada OBS itu pun tidaklah mendatangkan kesan keatas aku sekiranya hanya pada hari itu.. Tapi malangnya ia akan mengesankan aku kerana beliau akan berkelana selama kurang lima hari sepurnama.

Nampaknya minit percumaku pada purnama akan datang sangatlah berlebihan, mungkin aku akan lebih banyak menalifon bonda untuk bertanyakan resipi-resipinya... Ataupun mengganggu hidup kekandaku di sarawak & adinda-adindaku di semenanjung. Dan jikalau itu tidaklah dapat menghabiskan minit percumaku, nescaya akanku tanyakan khabar nendaku di perak atau pun di kedah (kerana aku tidaklah tahu dimana beliau kini).

Aku tidaklah pasti apa lagi yang aku lakukan pada hari ini, melainkan apa yang aku coretkan....

Kesimpulan:
Arfah sakit otak

Teka-Teki:
Gamba ini mengingatkan anda APA?

Apakah yang sedang dilakukan oleh sang singa ini? Dan kenapa?

Sweden

2005-02-09T22:42:00.000+01:00

Ok!! I'm done with mourning already, the deads are dead... Oh! I forgot to write that my grandma's cousin (I think =P) just died last week or so... Innalillah..

Went to Sweden on the 4th till 5th...

Hmm..best, aku rekomen kat semua orang untuk pegi.. ( Aku pegi pasal tiket murah jer, kalo tak takder gak..huhuhu). Seawal 2.15 pagi kak shima amik aku,k.Azie,k.Bugs & k.Wan kat hartley.. gi umah dier jap amik Manman.. (aku gi nengok kucing dier..hehehe.. gumut maa..geram.. sekali tgok cam besar lap kaki pon ader..) Kitorang bartolak ke Luton Airport & naik flight kol 6.25 pagi. Tapi sayang, k.Shima tak dapat pegi pasal terlupe nak bawak passport Manman..Alaa~~ Tapi takper, kitorang just go on without her.. sedey gak aku tgok tapi nak buat camner..

MASE BEBARU SAMPAI KAT CITY TERMINALEN

Sampai kat Sweden dalam kol 10.30 pagi (waktu tempatan).. Gile babeng sejuk, berlaga-laga tulang kaki aku. Aku tak sure brape degrees, tapi sejuk aa.. much-much-much colder than Soton. Kitorang letak beg kat Hostel then cabut gi Gamla Stan (Old town of Sweden) saje nak tengok-tengok souvenir & ape-ape yang bley dibeli.. Barang mahal-mahal seyy key chain & fridge magnet mahal sangat..

Harge 1 bucket pasta salad yg bley dimakan 5 org = 40 Kro

Harge 1 key chain = 36 Kro --> 65 Kro

Harge 1 fridge magnet = 36 Kro --> 50 Kro

Sila aa penonton kaji sendirik, mahal siot (rate ~13).. Ni la tempat yang aku berbelanje ngan agak berhemah sedikit.. Huhuhu.. Untuk lunch kitorang makan tepi laut (Skeppsbrokajen), gile sejuk makan pon pakai glove... Tak sanggup nak kuarkan tangan.. Pastu sambung jenjalan tetibe TERhilang azrin & nadia.. huhuhu.. kitorang tunggu dalam 20 saat pastu cabut balik hostel.. Dengan harapan deorang dah sampai aa sane.. Rupenye tidak, mereka masih lagi seronot bershopping.. siap beli kristal & boat lagi.. penat jer aku, yatie & izi risau-risau...

CONTROL-CONTROL... KEAYUAN MUSTI MAU JAGA.. EHHEHE

Malamnyer plak kitorang berjalan-jalan around town (Oden Gatan kut namenye, aku tak sure ejanye) Jumpa aa park yang ader salji & ngan gaya-gaya minah batak kitorang bergamba & maen sakan (izi aa..ahahaha)

SELF-TIMED PIC, OK LA..

Esoknye:

Kitorang kuar ngan awalnye untuk gi ke Vasa, tapi jauh sangat & tader maser kitorang just pegi Skeppsholmen (Island yg banyak museum) & jumpe menatang ni.... Temanye 'PARADISE' ahahhaha...

MENGARUT KAN BENDE NI?? ORANG YANG EXPLAIN KAT KITORANG PON CAM MEMALU NAK TERANGKAN SIGNIFICANT MENATANG NIH

Pastu ngan gaya lari-lari kambing kitorang berkejaran ngan Royal Guard yang tengah berkawat depan istana (memang memalukan a... ahahha) Tapi seronot!! Dah lame tak buat bende-bende ngarut nih... Tengok changing guard.. & Band yang best comey abes aaa... Tapi aku tak dapat amik gamba pasai camera dah abes batt.. Aarrggh!! mase ni la dier nak abes, geram betol aku...

ROYAL GUARD BERKAWAT NGAN AMANNYE SEBELUM DIGANGGU OLEH KAMI

Then kitorang gi lak naik Sightseeing Boat (after mencarik batt) memang best!!! Tapi sejuk, huhuh bibir aku rase cam kene suntik botok jer (of course aku tak penah try suntik la.. aku assume jer) cakap pon cam behbehbehbeh...(if u know what I mean, if not just ignore..huhuhu).. Setalah aku merelakan diri dibekukan selame 1 jam setengah, kitorang balik ke harbour tu balik & Terus bershopping barang-barang yang dah survey semalam.. MEMANG MAHAL AA... aku memang tak puas hati dengan kemahalan fridge magnet dier!!!

I LIKE THIS PIC!!!

SEGEROMBOLAN MANUSIA BERUANG

Pastu tu dah abes segala duit Krona, kitorang pon balik aa ape lagi... Jumpe sorang makcik malaysia kat Terminal Centralen.. Hmm.. interesting..

Kesimpulan:

Pergi Sweden bawak banyak duit oki?? If ader rezki, aku nak gi lagi tapi bukan nak shopping. Nak gi museum dier.. & Maen ski.. bley??? ahahhaha golek2 aa...

Zazuku~~

2005-02-06T03:26:00.000+01:00

Called my mum just now just to say that I'm safely home and telling her about my little trip to Sweden, Suddenly my dad start to talk about cats... How bout cats in here, is it possible to bring home 1 or 2.... And I didn't realise what is going on, then it just struck me that something is wrong here... My dad doesn't talk bout cats!! Cars maybe, dashboards maybe but not animals.... It just something that only girls do (in my family tho). And indeed something was wrong with my dear Zazu, she was sick... out of breath my mum said, they brought her to the clinic but it was closed until 2 pm.... While they wait for the clinic to operate, she died.... WHY??? Why all my lovely cats died?? We treat her like a princess, only eat the best foods and gave her all the love.... (Kesian my youngest sister, she was her friend)

She died during the Thaipusam holiday... My dad purposely didn't tell me earlier since I'm having an exam at that time.. (thanks for doing that abah, if not I won't be studying at all....just plain crying)

My god!! I never been this sad since my last cat died!! His name is Nemo.. hit by a car in front of my house, I found him still warm, bloody and dead... I even hug him, and acting like a maniac in the middle of the road!! I didn't even cried when my grandma died last year, not even when my cousin's turn... Cats?? I just can't help it..

In memory, Zazu..

Tonight I'm going to cry in my duvet okie?? Nites!!