[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Monday, June 19, 2006

[[3rd Year Project]]

Yeah, at last! I met Dr. Morgan... Honestly, he looked like Chappell's younger brother. As expected, my project isn't related to high voltage.. But, maybe someday TNB will have it's own submarine & then my project will be use by them.. ahhaha

Okie, this project is in collaboration with the Oceanography centre. (I was happy thinking that I could go there.. but nope.. huhuhu). I need to produce a device to measure the conductivity of liquid, especially in sea water application. It's really interesting, but I don't know if I'm able to make it... huhuhuhu [have faith arfa!!!]

The device will be used in submarine or ship.. (how about power stations near the sea??? ahahah unlikely!) TNB will be steaming if they know about this!! Gomen!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|5:29 pm|

Sunday, June 18, 2006

[[With panda eyes]]

I just watched the Japanese Drama " 1 Litre of Tears ", I know everyone watched it already.... I'm always like this, not being able to keep up with the Jones. But it's ok... Frankly speaking, I thought the drama was very good and filled with all appropriate values that make you appreciate life, family, friends and lover. Even though the drama is an exaggerated version of the true story (by having a good looking guy being there for her, encourages her, etc... ) I still think that Aya-san is a very strong person... not everyone could do the thing she did (mind you, this is a 29 year old story, they were primitive back then... just kidding ).

I think I cried in every episodes ( I don't know why, maybe I kept imagining if it was me... how would I react?? ). Even though the drama doesn't show Aya's condition during her last 5 years, I think the audience could imagine it by looking at the pictures of the REAL Aya at the end of every episode. What happened to her was very sad and cruel. But I think god doesn't tests someone who can't bear with it.

Come to think of it, I even cry while watching X-men 3 okay... something must be wrong with my head. ( Don't ask me which scene, I couldn't remember because it just a one time thingy. I watched it again, but no effect... must be the environment.. hmmm )

Kesimpulan:
1) I guess I'm a sensitive person.. ehehehhe (or over-reacting)
2) Dr Morgan finally reply my e-mail and we're going to meet this monday.
3) I still need to unlock phones and buy some chocs.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|3:08 am|

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

[[Emotionless Entry]]

Packed and sent 11 boxes to the Safestore last monday. But, by looking at the state of my room, I'd say another 3 to 4 boxes should do it. Nothing much to say, I'm bored and Dr Morgan still haven't reply my e-mail.. huhuhu..

I'm too lazy to change supervisor, but I dunno about TNB... If I stay with Morgan, maybe I won't do any high voltage related project.... The thing is, he's into nano-bussiness... huhuhu...

Less than a week from my flight, and I packed my bag (the 20 kg one... so stingy of MAS, why suddenly have to be 20 kg? It's not like they changed the plane to a smaller one!!) Originally, I don't want to carry any hand luggage except for a sling bag.. but looking at my condition, maybe I had to...

Dearest dad send me some money to spend before going home.. I reckon Pp told him about my unlucky incident last year (being broke and everyting...) So thank you... I would never told him myself and asks money from him (I'm a shy person okie?? eheheh) I'm going to buy some chocs and tea (as usual, for any guests that wants to see me.... like hell, they just want to see if I've changed or I bought anything interesting for them... seriously)

Pics from our picnic...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|3:04 pm|

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

[[Exam is Over]]

Yeah, I survived the exam without missing an organ.... although I think I might loss some of my brain nerves from cramping it too much towards the end... (rase cam terkehel sikit)...

Only 14 days left, but Dr Morgan haven't reply my e-mail about the project.. Haiyya come on!! I've packed 7 boxes so far.. mostly books, thick coats and stuff that I don't really need in life.. ehehhe... I'm so bored today, cleaned my bothroom, ate ice cream then I fell asleep and dreamt about drowning (not exactly drowning, I thot I was, but actually I was breathing in water... sounds fun right??...)

I'm trying to finish off the stonehenge project, added 9 stones but there's still... far far away from finishing it... huhuhu...

Kesimpulan:
1) Come on Dr Morgan...
2) nak balik..
3) maner nak simpan comp taun ni?? huhuhuh

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|5:16 pm|

Saturday, June 03, 2006

[[Mid Exam Week Entry (ehehhe)]]

Hot discussion skrg: Kahwin Misyar!! ahahha

I'm sure most of women out there were outrage with this suggestion, but personally, I'm OK with it. Yeah, hontny OK... I like to imagine things (like falling down the stair, I'm in a coma right now and this is only a dream, I'm not even born yet and this is an introduction to life etc....). So lets imagine this situation:

I'm a 35 year old career woman, just ordinary neither hot nor cute woman. With a boring job, annoying relatives, happily married siblings, financially stable, with lots of clothes and of course shoes!! Most of the guys I know are either married or too young. I don't want a toy boy, gigolos or an affair. I don't want to be a home wrecker. Have 5 cats and attend yoga sessions.

If you think clearly, there are lots of this type of women around, since the population of women exceeds man and the rising number of homosexuals, it's bound to have unmarried women or even man (I don't know why... suhaimi sulaiman for example). Women at that (referring to above) point of life don't require money or anything, just need someone to look after, to share some secrets (girls could be, but how intimate could you be with your girlfriends?) and to at least experience sex before they die! Don't you think everyone deserve that??

I'm sure, you'll be asking if it's my husband, and then are you willing to share him? Honestly, I'm not too comfortable with sharing my man... just thinking about him holding other woman vexes me. But how about the husband? Is he willing to be shared?? ahahhahahha... Funny question! Rather than him having an affair or being too 'nice' with other woman, I'm willing to share him. (at least he won't be thrown to hell just because of my pride). But with some conditions, she can't be prettier or hotter than me (even tho I'm not..), I met her and I can have coffee with her without pulling her hair.

And if I am that woman, I don't mind having someone else's husband once in a while (but of course with his wife knowing it!! ahhaha I don't want to be poisoned or anything).

Kesimpulan:
1) Life is not about owning a person
2) Don't be too happy Ikrom! ahahha..

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:46 am|